forsen

My family doesn't understand me

So I'm a pretty huge Forsen fan. I'm a tier 3 sub and I have been watching his streams every day for the past 7 years. Anyways, I reference him and his memes a lot to my family on a daily basis. For example, sometimes when Mom and Dad are fighting, I get pretty mad and shout "forsenSWA SHUT THE [yeep] UP!" at the top of my lungs. Or when my little sister screws with my PC I do the "forsSmash" emote on her in real life.

My family got used to my obsession with Forsen over time... That is, until yesterday. So a week ago my little sister was playing outside and some Pepega ran her over because he was speeding or something. Yesterday my uncle and his family came over to comfort mom and dad. We were sitting at the dinner table listening to Mom with tears running down her face. "I saw the driver speeding down the road and tried to run and save her but I tripped on a rock and fell. This is all my fault." At that moment I burst into laughter and said "SO BAD OMEGALUL." Suddenly everyone was looking at me with a shocked expression on their face. My Mom started screaming and ran away while Dad was shouting at me in front of everyone.

I eventually started crying as well and ran upstairs to my room. I was sad for a while but I was pretty happy too since I got Mom pretty good. I was like: Sadeg . o O ( :tf: ). Anyways that night when I was watching Forsen's stream my Dad came in to my room and talked to me for a while. Forsen was watching a weeb video again and I was spamming NaM in chat so I'm not really sure what he was talking about but I heard some bits like "your obsession with this guy is very unhealthy" and "you are a 27 year old woman and need to grow up" blah blah blah usual Dad advice.

This morning Mom told me they're going to take my PC away from me and said they were "tired of my sorry ass still living with them after all this time." Don't they understand that Forsen and the Forsen bajs are everything I have? I know I'm not in the wrong here and my parents are being selfish but I just don't know what to do right now.