Chisako the Flaren

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To @sony
From @anthesia

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❤️ Thank you for everything.

I want to write a huge random block of text about everything... but... I honestly don't know what to say.
It seems like at the most important times I just run out of words, though it's when I need them the most... I'm not that good with words either, like you and many others, so I guess it's okay c:

We've been talking for around... 2 months now? <-- ah, I'm probably just hugely exaggerating that amount of time (it's probably been... like 3 weeks or something ) because I want it to be longer, but who knows how long this will last... =.= I'm just sorta depressed right now about the lack of time so don't mind me... *hums awkwardly*
What I'm trying to say is that I'll miss you when you leave -.-
I know it's an online game and everything and I shouldn't actually trust you and these online things don't really mean much but you know, you make me really happy.
Um.... Lemme get to the point instead of randomly rambling on weirdly > >

Merry Christmas! ❤️
I hope you enjoy this present of a Flaren ❤️
Take good care of her c:
I've decided that you can keep the name. It's nothing big x3 It's one of my favourite names, and I know it's Japanese, and probably has it's own meanings, but in my mind it'll always symbolize hope. You give me hope as well.. so... it makes sense that you have the name ><
^-^ It's probably really dumb, but there was this user named Chisako on this website, and she really helped me out until she apparently one day decided to take her life ;-; RIP whoever she was... ❤️

Umg I'm rambling on again... =.= *shakes head*
Anyways, you probably ( <-- I use that word a lot.. ) think I'm some really naive and dumb girl that's pretty much depressed and gets really bad marks (it's true, I admit it ;-; ) and bothers you every day and that I'm super annoying... ;__; But I hope you'll remember me after the day we stop talking...
I know it's stupid, thinking about this, but I can't seem to get it out of my head for some reason -.-
I read this fanfic today, and it was super good. The writer was amazing.
There were these certain parts that I remembered and the last part of this poem:

It was not agony.
It was not pain.
Nor was it hatred.
Or Anger.
I simply felt…
… Alone.

I realized how much of a fool I was.
Deluded in my efforts to turn dreams into reality.
For Dreams were just dreams.
They lived and died in the realms of unknown.
And no matter how much I tried.
No matter how much I changed.
I could never make my dream a reality.
Because Dreams, like all beautiful things, fade.
That's what makes them beautiful…
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Holy crap this was just me rambling...
=__= I'm sorry.

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Moving on...

You're an absolutely amazing person to talk to.
You're funny, witty, and interesting ><
You've made my day so many times x3
Thank you...

- - - SORRY FOR THE SUPER LATE COMPLETION OF THIS PROFILE- - -

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;-; *sob and hugs* I know I'm being so awkward now but you've just been such a big help and thanks for everything and you're the best and thanks for putting up with me and *sniff* ;-;

Oh and when I die you get first pick of creatures ❤️

Ahhh just thank you so much ❤️

And now I will proceed to add one more quote before I finally accept this trade lot x3

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"Isn't it strange how your heart beats more when you are in danger or in pain? Dying is when you are most alive."

"I have no soul... I have no heart... so why do I feel all that I feel for you? - - - -

UMG I CANT FIT THE POEM IN THIS ARE YOU SERIOUS I HATE THIS LIMITED AMOUNT OF SPACE SONY UGHHHHHHHHHHH.

Poem: WILL BE CONTINUED on him