-_Annie_- the Zomini

When I found out you left this world, I was distraught and so confused. I couldn't understand why you decided what you did. On April 16, 2019 I posted this onto my Facebook. -- I saw you yesterday. You looked so happy. You looked fine. You mentioned to me to come over this weekend and I was going to message you in the morning to make those plans, and set them in stone. I'm sorry I hesitated, I feel so awful. I should of hit pause and made sure you were okay... I feel like I let you down... You are missed darling;

On April 18, 2019 the beauty school we went to together held a candle light vigil to honor your memory and share stories to calm our minds and ease our pains. Mostly a small memorial in case people could not be at the funeral due to being stuck at work or not able to drive to your funeral. On Facebook & Instagram I wrote this. -- Your candlelight visual was what everyone needed. We sat outside your house and talked about you. We listened to the last song you sang, Fat bottom girls as well as held a moment of silence while listening to Sunflower. I loved hearing all the memories, all the laughter, and the good times. We felt your energy and presence. You were so loved, so wanted, and so important. I kept your candle as a reminder to always smile and enjoy life. I'm sorry you felt alone even with so many people around you. I wish you would of realized before you took your own life that we wanted you here. Fly high Ann. Your purpose on Earth is done, rest easy and enjoy the peace of no longer hurting.

On April 23, 2019 we laid you to rest and finally let go of the pain. You looked so peaceful laying there in your casket, your pain no longer there. I gave your sister my mantra bracelet because I knew she needed it more than I did. It said 'You got this'; and I know she does. I gave it to her as a reminder that she can find her inner strength to continue on without her twisted sister. While at your burial we listened to the typical burial song which always hits the heart. However it was raining, but over all of us gathered the sun was shining so brightly and so warming. The clouds moved so fast and showed so many different shapes. I have never seen hearts form in clouds until this day. When we let the balloons go in your memory it was as if I finally let all the anger go. When watching the balloons fly high into the sky, five eagles decided to circle around us to show us that the spirits where around us and giving us positive energy by looking out for us. I posted this to my Facebook as a final good bye - The sun shining down on us was the most loving and welcoming warmth that I have ever felt. Thank you for showering us in your love as we celebrated your life and laid you peacefully to rest. Rest In Paradise sunflower. Until we see you again. ❤