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nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:17 AM
i have to go to sleep ugh but ttyl!! hope we survive the winter
i peaked as an embryo probably. uhghgh idk maybe someday i'll look back on it and like it but every time i see a pic of me with my stupid little boy hair i have a visceral reaction
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:11 AM
ugh well 2018 me (all of college me tbh) really pushed myself beyond my limits to "fit in" and socialize with people and do things that made me really uncomfortable and i'm really over that now. also i had really bad hair
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:10 AM
no lol aging is definitely weird and strange and i have a feeling life will be in decline after 30 anyway so it's fine. junji ito sort of looks like my dad but better.
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:04 AM
-(am really) desperate for employment so i guess i'll be a cog in the corporate wheel at Big Tree enterprise for a while until i find something better lol
-great for you that you'll probably recover with no complications but that obviously can't be said for everyone and you obviously don't care. also during my phone interview he called michigan's governor "crazy" for doing a lockdown lol. was definitely a red flag but i was really-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:02 AM
-in my ears because "a branch could snag on them" like okay sir i'm watering trees with a ground probe but okay okay. i'm really frustrated he's TOTAL boomer mode and he also doesn't care about covid (obviously), he was like "in my opinion we're all going to get it anyway" like-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:01 AM
okay my boss is this white man and one of the first things he asked me when we met in person yesterday was what my nationality is. like ?? for no reason. i hate that question sm lol. AND he made me take off my mask in his office and told me i couldn't wear a nose ring or hoops-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 2:00 AM
you knowing the exact rock you want to jump off reminds me of the enigma of amigara fault and i got spooked again lol. we'll be 53 ish i think that's a ripe rotten age no one needs to live that long
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:59 AM
yeAH dude i was wondering how you were doing installations and stuff!! like especially in your closet apartment?? how?? when you don't have a chair????
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:54 AM
-compared to someone else's ? like i was definitely a completely different person in the summer of like 2018 or whatever and i'm sure you were too lmao. but personally i haven't even realized how much we've changed since then or since high school rly, kinda spooky
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:53 AM
ok well 2050 is pretty far off tbh i think we can make a pact to die via skijump before then. and yeah honestly can't believe the last time i saw you was on some random porch in chicago. isn't it weird how so much stuff changes in our own lives but we don't rly notice until it's-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:49 AM
-it!! i haven't had time to go yet but i went last summer and it was definitely cool but my pea brain didn't really retain anything
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:48 AM
-was just on eggcave and used google translate for my entire written russian exam but that's fine. i am hopefully not working on weekends but i don't really know lol, i'm scared of my boss and the general vibe. and YES i love the art museum i live legitimately 1 block away from-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 1:47 AM
lmao i feel like you consistently have the wildest class stories like is that just how art school is?? online art school ??? ? is it enjoyable/tolerable at least? personally i think i'd do very un-hot at zoom university seeing as the two months of last semester i did online i-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:49 AM
-obscured by smoke :/ wonderful reminder that the earth is going up in flames so yes we should launch ourselves into the colorado river before it's too late!!!!1
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:48 AM
also lolol i'm in denver, pretty far away from anywhere where u can ski off a very tall slope but i'm definitely down to join. it was insane driving in though like last time i visited you could clearly see the mountains on the way to the city but this time they were p much-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:47 AM
-planning on marinating in my room for the rest of the time but i think it would also not be such a bad idea to maybe go outside and explore. i don't even know what's around me really since i've only driven to target and ikea and asian grocery store
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:46 AM
oh god dude how are online classes going for you? how does that even work for you like do you still have a studio and stuff??? also dang that was surprisingly really good motivation for me to maybe leave my room once in a while. i'll be working outside 40 hours a week and was-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:05 AM
-tree on the way lolol but honestly he's the light in my life rn and i need to spoil big chungus. ANYWAYS this country is so dang excessively large and travel is incredibly convenient but if u ever venture Out West pls drop by~~
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:03 AM
-been a physical attack on my ears for the past 12 hours w honking and screaming and fireworks but alas. the hermit within me is rejoicing at not having to share anything anymore. i guess gus is a roommate who i have given a closet for his litterbox and supplies and i have a cat-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:01 AM
-i crave more space. is this why americans buy big houses idk. but yeah today i went to target and got some veggie dogs which i microwaved and ate plain w ketchup for dinner, all is good. and i live RIGHT next to the capitol building and with election results out today it has-
nut • 8 Nov 2020, 12:00 AM
thank u truly for that. no amount of normie advice i've received will live up to me having hope living ferally in peace. dude i cry for you though you must be minimalist extreme, i truly can not imagine only having half the size of my room rn like even though i have no furniture-
nut • 7 Nov 2020, 6:52 AM
thank you for the hot tips. i woke up just now physically trying to scream but making no sound after dreaming that my dad was making a big soup in a wok and throwing in live cats that looked like gus. maybe it is better that i moved out lol
nut • 7 Nov 2020, 6:50 AM
-anyone in this city so i’m totally on my own and unsure how to make friends). but yeah i drove here with gus so i didn’t have much space in the car for a lot of Stuff which is nice but i have to start from scratch lol. i do have a container store near me i will check that out!!
nut • 7 Nov 2020, 6:49 AM
-hate my boss for my job i haven’t even started yet. i’m working for a tree company and i have to drive this ugly butt pickup truck to water and fertilize rich peoples trees. i just wanted to move out of my parents house but i am baby and i regret it a lot now (i dont even know-
nut • 7 Nov 2020, 6:47 AM
omg crying what do you mean 150 sq ft?!?! my studio is 300 and i thought that was small omg how are you ALIVE do you have a bed???? why is new york this wild i legit can’t believe you live in a closet. and yes i moved here alone two days ago and have cried a lot about it bc i-
ravensong • 6 Nov 2020, 7:51 PM
nut • 6 Nov 2020, 3:50 PM
WAIT are you living in a tiny butt apartment rn also?? i'm struggling so hard dude if you have any advice for space management i desperately need it,,, theres no space / outlet in my kitchen for a microwave or toaster or rice cooker and i legit dont know what to dO
nut • 6 Nov 2020, 3:48 PM
hii.... i just moved to colorado everything is hard and bad. egg cave is like exploding i legit do not have the strength for this rn lol hopefully i'll come back in a little bit once i figure out my poop wifi. thank u for bird