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Meteoroid • 10 Jun 2011, 7:16 PM

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lady_kassandra • 10 Jun 2011, 7:22 PM

hello there, everybody)

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 7:32 PM

Hello! 😊

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 7:35 PM

Any junk eggs UFA?

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:13 PM

I'm so depressed right now. ☹️

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:15 PM

@thepells4 - Awww, why? What happened? ☹️

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:17 PM

@Peppermint Well, I just got back from a party for the fifth graders at my school, but my mom was snapping at me the whole time, and when-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:17 PM

-we were siging shirts, I was too shy to get the attention of a boy I liked. ☹️ And we were watching a picture slideshow and my mom-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:18 PM

-kept snapping at me the whole time, and I could barely see the screen. Then the car started leaking and smoke was pouring out of the lid-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:18 PM

-when we got back home and my mom was swearing at me under my breath, and in the car she kept yelling at me about how 'mean' I am. Then-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:19 PM

-I got inside and slammed my bedroom door shut, my sister started screaming becasue my dog ran over one of her drawings and ruined-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:20 PM

-it. I went down to see if she was okay, she threw a balnket at me and screamed at me that I was an idiot. Then my mom ran over to her-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:20 PM

-and smacked her 3 times and screamed at her, and I ran back upatairs crying. Becasue I relized how terrible my life is. ☹️

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:22 PM

@thepells4 - Oh... my... gosh... 😱 You poor thing! That sounds so sad and awful! I wish I could give you a big hug! ☹️ Just... DANG! ☹️

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:27 PM

@Peppermint It's been worse before. Like my dad calling me a jerk and saying I'm too lazy and that I can't do anything, and my mom-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:27 PM

-threatening me with a knife, and my sister kicking me in the head as hard as she can. I don't know what to do with my life. It's a wreck.

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:31 PM

Well, it certainly sounds like your *youth* is a wreck. But not your *life* - one day you'll finally be out of that unhappy situation. -

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:31 PM

- One day you'll have a peaceful life. 😊 I can't imagine how bleak it must all seem right now, though. ☹️

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:33 PM

@Peppermint Yeah, one day, as in when I change my name and leave the country. Even when I'm an adult, I KNOW this won't end. ☹️ I always-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:34 PM

-feel like I wanna run away. I've tried a few times. My friend thinks it's just absolutely crazy and absolutely sad to think like that.-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:35 PM

-Well, welcome to my stupid life. Not worth living. It's a curse, I hate to say.

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:37 PM

@thepells4 - I wish there was something I could do for you, to take away all the pain and despair you feel right now! ☹️

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:39 PM

@Peppermint It couldn't happen even if you tried. I had to go to counseling a few times last year, my mom said it was stupid and-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:40 PM

-she still holds it against me. There's really know use living a life. Honestly.

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:41 PM

Awh. I'm sorry, Dani. ☹️

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:46 PM

@thepells4 - You are a friendly, intelligent, and eloquent person. You are loveable. And funny. And have vast amounts of potential. -

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:46 PM

:'c No! DANI PLEASE.

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:46 PM

- It's so unfair that you're currently in an environment that makes you doubt that. ☹️

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:47 PM

I agree. :c

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:48 PM

@Peppermint thanks. 😊 People always tell me that, what I am, but I'm still living a terrible life. I don't feel safe anywhere, anytime. I-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:48 PM

-was crying about that one in third grade. I don't knowwhat to do. I really don't. I just... Can't live. I don't deserve it. ☹️

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:49 PM

Dani. Please. You are a great person. You deserve life. You know how many people will miss you? :c

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:51 PM

@Crooton You mean, how many eggcave users that I've come to know and love? But do I know any of these people in the real world? You guys-

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 8:51 PM

Dani, I PROMISE you things will change. It may take a long time, but someday your life will be dramatically different: Happy & Peaceful! 😊

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:51 PM

-might miss me, but the people that I REALLY know out there could do without me.

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:52 PM

@Peppermint I REALLY don't know. So much has been going on lately, I'm struggling to try to live my life. I REALLY can't do this. ☹️

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:54 PM

☹️ I-I OMG. :'c Dani-D-Dani, Please listen to Peppermint.

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:56 PM

@Crooton1 No, sean, please. you're too young to understand. D': I just can't live. It's a flat-out sttment. I think my life will-

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 8:58 PM

☹️ Uh. Dx Nevermind. :'c

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:00 PM

Dani, I just wanted to say I understand. 😊

peppermintcowboy • 10 Jun 2011, 9:00 PM

I can't even imagine what you are going through, Dani. ☹️ You are so much more valuable than you believe. Please know that.

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:00 PM

@Crooton Why, "uh DX"? If you're thinking ehat I think you're thinking, then yes. But if not, then let's just leave it at, "please."

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:04 PM

What? 😱

whitefall • 10 Jun 2011, 9:07 PM

Life's not all that hot for me either. 😋

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:07 PM

@Crooton1 Don't make me say it. PLEASE. -.-

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:07 PM

Hm? I'm sorry. -.-'

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:07 PM

@Whitefall Life is TERRIBLE for me. I can barely find any joy at all right now. The two people that make me happy all the time live in-

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:08 PM

-different towns, and I'm slipping. So low. I'm ruined, destroyed, shattered, udderly broken, useless. Like a REALLY old, ignored toy.

crooton1 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:09 PM

:c

thepells4 • 10 Jun 2011, 9:11 PM

*sigh* I'm leaving the blog. Need to get my sadness out, but it isn't helping. I don't know what WILL help.