Unhealthy

sky • 2 February 2012 at 12:08 AM

I feel like I'm killing myself. I'm not purposely trying to though. It's the way I've been treating my body.
I'm unhealthy.

I'm fairly skinny, although I haven't been into the habit of eating. I'm an Insomniac so occasionally I wake up really late in the mornings so I have no time for breakfast.

I'm a very picky eater, I don't like most meat nor do I like many vegetables. I don't drink much water, and I'm a lactose.

I'm also claustrophobic, so I still sleep with a night light when I go to sleep. (I'm fifteen)

I have trouble breathing and I learned that when I was little when I went to the doctors. They thought that it was possible I had asthma, but not even an inhaler hadn't helped.

Lately I've been finding myself being dehydrated in the middle of school so once in a while I'd have to rest in the nurses office.

I know. I need to drink more water.
I know that, but my body just doesn't accept it.

At times I come to the point where I'm vomiting and there's nothing left in my stomach.

What I hate most: the people at my school.
I was in one of the bathroom stalls, a girl had decided to pull a prank on me and shut the lights off while i was in there, I couldn't do anything but to scream as loud as possible before I almost fainted. Luckily my friend rushed in to turn on the lights.

._.

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:14 AM

@sky honey........;.; i used to be sorta like you. im 22 and i cant sleep without either my nightlight, fiance, or a stuffed animal. i always was having breathing problems and had to use this big, bulky machine, and still have to sometimes. i was always having gastric problems, and no mater how hard and good i chewed my food, i couldnt swallow it without choking. i used to have to drink wattered down coffe, just to get water into my system. *hugs* i hope you turn out okay. ;.; it gets emmbarasing at times, but i will be here for you whenever you need somebody.

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 12:15 AM

Wow.
I give you my support.
There is no clear solution in this situation,
so rough it out?
You can't show people as much reaction though,
or they will keep doing it.
People are just awful.

smilies • 2 February 2012 at 12:20 AM

@Sky Awww no ☹️ *Hug* ☹️

1. Go to bed earlier. Then set an alarm. A loud one. With an annoying ringtone you just can't STAND. Then put the alarm in a place where you HAVE to get out of bed to turn off .x.
Then you need the WILLPOWER >< I do it for my favourite anime/video game characters, they give me the strength XD
... That's what I do. But then, I'm not an Insomniac.... ^^"

2. How many cups of water do you drink? .x. 5 glasses is normal I think.

3. I used to be a picky eater... But I just found things I liked .x. It's no good eating the same stuff you dislike over and over ><

4. I used to have a night light too. When I was ten .x. I don't know, I just turned it off. I actually like tight enclosed spaces ><

5. Vommitting is serious -_- I dunno...

pipkitten • 2 February 2012 at 12:20 AM

@Sky
I wish there was some way I could be of help...
But alas, I am merely just a kid behind a computer screen.
So, please accept this virtual hug and know I'm here for ya to talk to, my fellow black sheep~ *hugs*

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 12:26 AM

@warrior13 oh really? That is funny.
Not because of your problems.
You told all of us you were 11 what? A week ago?

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:30 AM

@balletninja no, i never said that, your thinking of someone else. last time i checked, i said deanna was my YOUNGER sister, and she was 15. now would me saying i was 11 make any sense? no. you might be thinking of our youngest sister, she joined and quit, and she was 11. she had a simalar name as mine when she came back the secound time, the numbers where different on the end, so its easy to get confused.

sky • 2 February 2012 at 12:31 AM

@Warrior13

Thank you for understand, I'm glad to know I'm not fully alone. My friend has been keeping an eye on me lately, as well as my parents, of course. My mom has also tried getting me to drink tea, and I'm drinking as much as I can to help me stay hydrated. Though one of my classmates I hang with said that I've been looking dead lately, I've been going to store looking for food that I'd be wiling to eat, but living with a sister who smokes and like to take my food without permission, it's pretty hard.

@Balletninja

Thank you for the support.
I try not giving them a reaction, like my dad tells me:
"Don't give them what they want, show them you're stronger than them."
I just can't stand my school.
The people around me are badly influenced.

@Smilies

Heh, for someone like me, it's pretty difficult sleeping when you have things jumbled into your head, I do have this really annoying alarm clock but I have this weird habit of getting up and turning off the alarm clock not realizing -- sleep walking.

I rarely drink much water, but in the past few days I've drank three big cups of tea that measure up to two cups each.

My friend has been looking up recipes for me to eat.
And she sometimes invites me over for meals.
(she's a really good cook)

Ive gone through so many night lights, I'm downto my last one, hopefully lasts longer.

Yea.
Thanks for the advice though.
😊

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:33 AM

@sky when my sister (the youngest, almost always eating) took some of my food, i hid it, but that might not work for you, XD

sky • 2 February 2012 at 12:38 AM

@Pipkitten

Thank you 😊
Plus, you're one of the first people I come to talk about in these situations.
We stick together black sheep!
😸

@Warrior13

At school I usually bring in snacks for me to eat, but these kids take them from me, I mean, we're in high school now.
I think it's about time they'd grow up.

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 12:39 AM

@warrior13 oh really? And what was her user name?
Honestly this whole web of story has been tangeled from the start.
Proof?
I have very little to none,
but this has been bugging me from day one.
Actually I do have reassurance because deanna told me she only had one sister.
I hate to speak about this on this thread,
But this way you can't spread rumors about stuff I didn't say.
And I will have proof when storage accounts send me threats and hate mail like they did to me a while ago.

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:45 AM

@balletninja i never said i was 11. i am, and still am, 22 years old. deanna never talked about having two sisters because she barely knew me, and she never wanted to talk about me because of some personal problems. i was living with a different family member by the time she was born. i would never lower myself to the level to spread rumors about you, and if this is how people on eggcave is going to act, i do not understand why deanna loved this game. I would NEVER send hate mail, do i strike you as the person to do stuff like that? it is very rude to accuse me of these things when you have no evidence. im leaving eggcave as of now, igave it more than 3 chances, and this was the last one. im not in the mood about getting worked up and acused of such things, when i want to be in a perfect mood because im planning for my wedding.

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 12:50 AM

@warrior13 okay,
This just furthers my reasoning.
I don't believe in ANY of this.
I will gather my evidence and type it up in a report.
If you choose to quit so be it.

To other users: you can hate me for this,
But I am sick of it.
So do what you must.

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:55 AM

@balletninja go ahead. i have no need to defend myself against something i never did. ask anyone who knew me, i wouldnt do any of this.

toy • 2 February 2012 at 12:58 AM

@balletninja
(x Don't cause drama.
Although I do see your point,
I'd leave it alone now.

@warrior13
Don't feed your haters.

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 12:59 AM

@toy im not. i leaving them. ive given this game plenty of chances. if even one person here would think that i would do something like this, then i will leave so that they can have 'fun' on eggcave. dont want to ruin anybody elses mood here because someone wanted to start drama.

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 1:03 AM

@toy no.
I am sick of these lies.
It is killing me.
Even in I get run out of eggcave due to hatred.
This is wrong, and I am done with this.

miomar • 2 February 2012 at 1:03 AM

Not again! @Warrior13 don't let her ruin it! =^(

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 1:04 AM

@miomar no. if she truely belives i would do something like this, then i should leave. i dont want to be in a game where stuff liket his happens. im asking ian to delete my account now.

toy • 2 February 2012 at 1:05 AM

@warrior13
Yeah Egg Cave has drama.
It's a kids website, that's what you need to expect.
Most of the adult players stay away from the forums for a reason.
Ignore Ballet and stay.
It won't make you feel any better if you leave.
You can't run away from your problems.
Block and move on?
Your old enough to figure all of this out...(:

@balletninja
Ehhh /:

miomar • 2 February 2012 at 1:07 AM

@Warror13
Just block her, and stay here with the people who ARE nice to you. =^)

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 1:08 AM

@toy yes, exept im already stressed out, what with planning a wedding and dealing with my sisters death, and people like this has to start trying stuff like this. i dont want a bunch of drama to start all over right when it calmed down. the people of eggcave dont deserve this. look what happened last time. if i let it happen this time, i wont forgive myself.

smilies • 2 February 2012 at 1:09 AM

Guise. If you are going to argue, don't do it here .x. It's upsetting D:
@warrior13
@Balletninja

toy • 2 February 2012 at 1:09 AM

@warrior13
You won't feel any better if you leave.
But it is your choice.
Do what you want to do.

Deleted • 2 February 2012 at 1:11 AM

@toy well, if i left and this drama wouldnt start all over again and i could not be worryed about what drama going to happen today, ect, i would be doing much better. im going to miss this game. 😃

lavender • 2 February 2012 at 1:12 AM

@sky I really hope you find a way that helps you!!!! I wake up really late in the morning too! I have problems with shutting off my brain at night, becuase I am in the mood to do something all the time!
@warrior13
PLEASE STAY! PLEASE????? YOU HAVE TO!! Also, to tell thetruth,I thought this was all a lie when I heard your sister died, becuase it was just toooo sad!☹️ But now, I don't! I was just really sad back then! And, please STAY!!! And, GOOD LUCK with your wedding plans😃

toy • 2 February 2012 at 1:12 AM

@warrior13
Okay.. Bye.
Have fun in real life(:

I can't believe your 22 and a Radiologist o.O
That's quite an accomplishment.
I want to be an Endocrinologist when I'm older.

balletninja • 2 February 2012 at 1:12 AM

@smilies last time I did it in private I got threats from users. Anonymous users. Aka storages that users used so they didn't get banned.
But I honestly ended it, but
I am sticking to my beliefs even if everyone in the world has bailed on me.

toy • 2 February 2012 at 1:15 AM

@balletninja
You got them too??
You never told me that.

All Ian did was take the mail out of my inbox >>
Then I gave them the screenie and finally deleted the user /:

smilies • 2 February 2012 at 1:15 AM

@Balletninja ... Yes, but if we could keep on topic...?