Do I really look like Jordan?

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 4:08 PM

This question might sound stupid to you, but hear me out.


My mom said I have a lot of similar features to Jordan, like the big eyes, plump bottom lip, bulb nose, etc, and it's actually making me sad.

Because now, when I look at myself, I see Jordan. And it makes me miss her. And she's only been gone a day.


Me;
http://i40.tinypic.com/1174fo6.jpg
[Old picture]

I'm hoping I don't
But I can kinda see the similarities.

sky • 18 February 2012 at 4:11 PM

@Cafe

I see some similarities.
But don't let that bring you down.
She's still here, she'll always be with us in our hearts.
She never completely left us.

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 4:13 PM

@Sky


Does it sound stupid that I'm upset we somewhat look alike?

It might be the xanax. I had to take one when I found out she died.

sky • 18 February 2012 at 4:18 PM

@Cafe

I don't think it's stupid. I understand what you're going through, it happens. It's hard. When I look around and see people, I sometimes see my brother in them, it pains me to know that it's not really him there.

Xanax?

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 4:20 PM

@Sky

I have different anxiety disorders, like OCD, PTSD, general anxiety, Panic disorders. I have xanaxs for when I get my bad episodes, and when I found out she died I basically fell apart crying and my mom made me take one.

dreamer • 18 February 2012 at 4:21 PM

Maybe everyone who's grieving will look in the mirror and see a resemblance to Jordan. I do too, somewhat.

That's normal though. We lost her, and we're going to see her everywhere. Don't worry.

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 4:24 PM

@Dreamer


I would think that too, if my mom didn't randomly say "Oh, wow, she looks like you"


Thanks mom

OTL

sky • 18 February 2012 at 4:27 PM

@Cafe

Ah, I see. I'm sorry to hear you're going through a tough time.
I wish there was a way for me to make you feel better. But I know there isn't in these times. Egg Cave has been going through depression in the past months now. I hate myself because in times like these, I want to cry, but I can't, I just can't. I've never been able to cry so easily, and when it comes to these situations, I can't, eventually my emotions break out and everything about me changes, my looks, my personality, everything.