Well... I think I need some help...

celeste • 26 February 2012 at 12:06 AM

I'm starting to question my own mentality, and my own personality. What is everything I've ever known to be 'me' in my whole life is... a lie? I posted something on Facebook, which I will paste here:

"Hm... so everybody I've known has probably forgotten who I am, and I'm being used as somebody to bomb FB requests upon. Well, I guess it's better sooner than later that I admit that I don't belong anywhere but my own world, which is getting destroyed as we speak. I've been thinking more and more bad thoughts lately. Maybe this is a phase. Or this is serious. I don't know any more. *sighs* I'm going to get replaced, I suppose. Who would remember me, anyway?"

Typing it was painful, re-reading it was harsh, but, probably the harshest thing was when somebody implied I was trying to get attention. Don't hold it against them... but it was really harsh to me. Why? It was implying that everything I'd known to be about myself... everything I believed in.. was a lie. Like everything I believe in, this kinda died =/

I'm questioning my own mentality now. Anybody have any idea what's wrong with me? What do you think of me? True.. I'm different on the Internet, but not too much. I constantly have weird de ja vus, and sometimes, I make up my opinion, only to deny it later, and one minute I can be crying, and the next minute I'm laughing.

So, what do you think of me? My mentality?

crescentfeather • 26 February 2012 at 1:02 AM

You're not an attention-seeking kind of person :/

ieatburgers • 26 February 2012 at 1:08 AM

No you're not, you're perfectly normal ☹️ I dont really know you well but judging by the stuff up there I think you're just feeling depressed :'( I'm not the best judge of things though, and these are my personal views...

lunarstarz • 27 February 2012 at 2:55 AM

What you need to know is that literally NO ONE knows everything about themselves
And people only realise this when they grow up.

I don't know about your personal life, but I can say some of these feelings are normal.

Everyone experiences these sooner or later

stellalunagirl • 27 February 2012 at 3:01 AM

@celeste

It's strange how you're questioning your mentality.
I think out of ALL of us, YOU'D know yourself the best. Of course I havent talked to you in ages so I wouldn't know.. but really, it is a good thing that you've brought it to light.

Maybe saying things or writing them down can set them straight and make more sense.

As for attention seeking, almost ANYTHING can be classed as attention seeking. I think ALL of us like attention, it's just a matter of how subtle the attention seeking part of us is.