I swear, I am weak. XD

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 3:11 PM

Well besides having everyone stare at me awkwardly because I'm wearing glasses now, I had an... Interesting day?

First I have to say, my vision is amazing with these glasses. Everything is sharp and clear. I don't see blur anymore. And instead of squinting at the boards in my classes, the words stand out sharp and dark! It's crazy.

But, besides that...

So for the past few months at school, we had this reading competition thingy. They seperate our grade by blue team in red team, in between those teams there are 5 learning groups in each. For the competition we were set up in even smaller groups, and one group from each learning group answered trivia to go to a final round. We had the final round today.

My group won, and my crush's group won too. In the library, his group was assigned to sit right in front of mine.

So every time we were waiting for a new question, I'd look at him until he saw me.

Actually, in the end, out of 10 different groups, his group won by a point. My group was last. Because I couldn't remember any of the answers.

So right after that moment I keep saying in my head that I'm only happy they won because he was in the winning group. I mean... It's good to be happy, right?!

I literally half-expected someone to slap me in the face and tell me to "snap out of it!"

What a weakness. o3o

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 3:13 PM

O_O *pokes your weakness* >:T TURN THAT INTO YOUR STRONG POINT.
What makes you weak, makes you stro- wait it's a guy? O.o

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 3:15 PM

@Belilas_25 X'D Yup. That's the main source of my problems. He knows it too, but he acts like he doesn't. Actually... Maybe he really doesn't know. o_o

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 3:18 PM

@dreamer *facedesks* >w>
one of the reasons why i don't like to like guys
._. wow. Imagine he likes you. ❤️ 😃

asi • 15 March 2012 at 3:24 PM

@dreamer ... Next time, thrash him! 😃

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 3:24 PM

@Belilalas_25 That's exactly the point. xD I tried staying away from this stuff, but you know... It comes to a point where you just can't help it. o3o3 I've felt this way since September.
That's another thing. I know for certain he doesn't. But I might possibly have a *chance*? o.o

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 3:26 PM

@dreamer >w> Girl, you have to try. Worst he can say is no thanks. .~. If not.... Keep it as friends.

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 3:36 PM

@Belilalas_25 We aren't even, like, real friends. XD We know eachother though.

And while I was looking at him, I finally figured out what color his eyes are! They're brown. That was the one question that's been on my mind for the past three months.

zafeyry • 15 March 2012 at 3:37 PM

@dreamer
My girlfriend has liked me since September, and I had idea until January when she told me. Then, the next day, I asked her out and 2 months 😃 Good luck 😊

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 3:38 PM

@dreamer o.e okayyy...
._. become friends with him. Now.
*drags you across the floor*
:/ this has become quite a predicament eh? You like a person that you hardly know. How do you know if his personality is good or not?

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 3:54 PM

@Belilalas_25 Yup. Big issue. Big big big.
I mean, I know him... He was in my class in the fifth grade class. He's pretty open about himself.
Even now, I'll hear his conversations in the hall. He's funny. He can be nice too.
He DOES get ticked off when people steal his ideas though, he wrote on the sign for his group name and then we wrote on ours and he wasn't happy at all. But I can't blame him. xD
I can't think of anyone being 100% horrible, especially not him. I'm picky about this sort of thing. If I knew he was awful, I'd hate him.
The first day I ever met him, which was a year or two back, when I saw him I was like: *.*
Then it wore off. Then it started coming back again. And it's back alright.
I've only ever liked two people. And only because they were nice to me, and had a sense of humor. Last year I remember him always giving me tips on projects, and one day I was stressed out and he was asking if I was okay.
Point is, I see something in him that's true, real, even though no one else knows about it.
But I don't know. No one else agrees with me, but I can't stay away... O_O

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 3:58 PM

@dreamer ... *strokes fake beard* ._. REALLLLL big issue you got there eh?
.A. Oh my. You really are interested in him. You pointed out all his good points.
... *drags you away* OOOF YOU'RE LIKE A MAGNET ATTRACTED >w>

Argh, i really needa do my homework T_T

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 4:09 PM

@belilalas_25
@dreamer

Ok, first of all, the worst he can say, is not 'No thanks' but

LOLWUTEPJFSDHF NO, NO THANK YOU. YOU JUST LIKE, TOTALLY SUCK, SO NO WAY WOULD I BE WITH A GIRL WITH A MUSTACHIO.


o-o

That is the 954798573897th worst thing he can say to you.

Second,

ASK HIM OUT IF YOU LIKE HIM.

If you can, ask a friend to be like,

Yo, my friend there wants to go on the dance with you so you better freakin' say yes or I will smash your arteries with a needle.

And then, you can deem that friend to be your sister.

Third, [Yes, @belilalas_25. This is/was real.]

I asked Jessica [Friend] on the last day of school last year to tell Andrew [Qu] that I liked him. She was like,

YESSS

So she just ran up to him and was like,

Hey dude, [MYNAMEHEREFORSTALKERS] likes you.

And he was like

Ok. I'm fine with that.

Never have I been so proud with Jessica. ;u;

Fourth,
HEY, MY FAKE/INVISIBLE BEARD. IT'S COPYRIGHTED!

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 4:23 PM

@hayz O_O YOU LIKE. ANDREW????! OMFGLFJSKLFJDLKS! 😱

and ._. actually no thanks is the worst he can say. but the worst thing he can do.... is that.

... Holy shizz. o.e
@dreamer do what she did. and i guarantee you that the guy you like would be like: o.e

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 4:30 PM

@belilalas_25

Jessica liked Andrew Liao.

I like[d] Andrew Qu.

._____.

The worst thing he can do is humiliate and reject her at the same time.

The worst thing he can say is totally different.

It's:

No. You are the worst girl I've ever met. Have you been drinking milk? I see that they're very small.

.___________.

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 4:36 PM

@Hayz O_O You are crazy.

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 4:40 PM

@Dreamer .-. don't worry i know her in rl. and she's even more crazier.
@Hayz >w> *cough cough* O.M.G. O_O;;;;; D8 Why do so many people "LIKE" people now? ._.

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 4:40 PM

@dreamer

Nice deduction.

Have you been thinking that all along, or have you just been struck with the idea?

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 4:41 PM

@Hayz I've thought that all along. xD But a good type of crazy.

@Belilalas_25 Lol, I know a couple users in rl too. xD

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 4:43 PM

@dreamer o.e you do not know how INSANE she is.

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 4:45 PM

@Belilalas_25 I'm moderately insane. There is the insanely insane though, too.


@Scarlettsong YOU.

GET OVAH HERE. *sinks claws into your feet and drags you*

Come be crazy. o3o *eye twitch*

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 4:53 PM

@dreamer
@belilalas_25

*Smacks @Dreamer on the head with Willy Wonka Double Dipped Nerds*

I.

I HAVE FAILED IN MY MISSION TO BE CRAZY.

I'LL GO BAC 2 MY OLD WY OF SPKNG NOW.

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 4:53 PM

@dreamer ... *ahem* she's above insanely insane. insanely perverted insane that is.

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 4:54 PM

@Hayz Your old WY of SPKING doesn't seem very normal to me. xD *is smacked*

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 5:18 PM

@dreamer

well 2 me itz prety normal.


^

YES, I USED TO SPEAK LIKE THAT. D8

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 5:42 PM

@Hayz I used to speak like that too. XD

@Belilalas_25 I'm more perverted insane than insanely insane. XD

hayz • 15 March 2012 at 5:44 PM

@dreamer

YAY!

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 5:47 PM

@Dreamer o.e Ahem.
At school she threatened a guy from her class, AKA DESMOND, by saying that she would kick his ****s.
Then, she blew a kiss to a girl, ahem* yen.
Most of my friends are scared of her because she death hugs/ squishes (I MEAN SQUISH) people to their extent, hurting them.
😊 THAT insane?

dreamer • 15 March 2012 at 5:49 PM

@Belilalas_25 Well I'd never mess with a boy there. But you know, just me. xD
I just have really dirty thoughts all the time. I scare people. ._.

Deleted • 15 March 2012 at 5:55 PM

@dreamer
^^ well... that guy. annoys her every time. And he even took my friend's rubik's cube by saying: may i borrow this? thanks. when she didn't even reply yet.
She was really upset when she got it back solved because she wanted it unsolved so she can try to solve it herself without any help.
not to mention that guy is short. and stupid. 😃 to get tortured by a girl like hayz.