You don't need to read. I just need to let my feelings flow.

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 8:19 PM

As said above, you have no need to read this unless you really want to. This is one of the ways I can let my feelings just flow.

At school it feels like there is one person- always just purposely trying to be better than me. She just want's to put me down and be mean to me- for what reason; she just doesn't like me.

That's all the rant I have for my RL.

Now here.
I feel left out. Alone.
I feel like sometime's I'm not important, as I just watch my new topics die. It's like I am invisible. It's like I was blown away with the dust.

Some days, I feel this big feeling of guilt inside me.
Like I'm as tall as an ant, and I'm being towered over. I feel like I did something wrong.

I don't like it. I don't get the way I feel though.
My feelings are like soup.
They're all jumbled up in one soul, and I can't stop it from overflowing.
~
#awaywiththewind

snow_angel618 • 16 April 2012 at 8:26 PM

@whispers

That rant was so poetic I'm crying.

No joke.

You don't have to feel that way, I haven't really talked to you on here but if I can make you feel better I will 😃

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 8:30 PM

@snow_angel618
I'm quite the poetic one when it comes to my feelings.
I try to make them flow by writing them in songs.
But I couldn't do it this time.

I like help. It's just so hard, cause my life is so hard and confusing. I'm not the most social at school, and I don't have many friends there.
Life's just really hard for me.
What makes it worse is having a demon living in me.
Puts my life at risk daily if I don't do it right.
I could kill me if I don't care for myself.

snow_angel618 • 16 April 2012 at 8:31 PM

@whispers Aw ☹️ I'm not the queen bee at school myself...but perk up! Life isn't so bad 😉 If you just tell that demon to shut up you'll feel better in a jiff!

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 8:34 PM

@snow_angel618
I can't stop it.
Diabetes.
If I don't scar myself,
Give shots,
Or even give a care to my health.
There is only one answer to my life;
Death by natural causes.

snow_angel618 • 16 April 2012 at 8:35 PM

@whispers Oh ._. well, don't think that way! i'm sure tons of people would miss you!

hayz • 16 April 2012 at 8:37 PM

@whispers

You know what you should do?

EX:

MeanGirl: BLAHBLAHBLAH MAI MANICURE ISH LIEK, SCHOO MACH BETTAR AND MOAR PURDAY. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH THAYT THANG ISH LIEK, SCHOO OUTTER DAIT.

You: *Walks up to her* YO, DAWNG. YOO WANT A PIECE O' THIS?

MG: PFFFT. LIEK, YOU AER SCHOO BOREENG.

You: OH NO YOU DIDN'T! *Slaps MG* HA!

MG: OH CHU DEED NAWT JUST DO DAT TWO MEH. D< *Whacks purse*

You: *EPIC LIMBO UNDER SWINGING PURSE* B****, please. My shoe can do better than you! *Takes off shoe and throws it at her*

MG: EEEEEEEEEEEEH! *Whacking frantically [and missing] at shoe* EH, EH EEEEH >(

You: NOW GIMME BACK MAH SHOE BEFORE I REPORT YOU FOR SHOE ABUSE!

owo

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 8:38 PM

@snow_angels618
Yeah, my friend at school would like...die if I was gone .A.


@hayz
Yeah, then I'd be real popular. Grounded. Expelled, and as well as no EggCave..or computer...or LIFE o_o

zoom150 • 16 April 2012 at 8:47 PM

@whispers Its best to let your feelings out😊

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 8:52 PM

@whispers
I have friends who that happens to at school. There is this mean girl, I wouldn't say she is popular. mayb mid-popular, but she is just jealous because believe it or not my friends have 5.0s. You are not alone, and its horrible becuase I have to put up with it, but I swear if she says something to them, that really gets on my nerves, she is getting it! Verbal style, I'm not going to hit someone. You are not alone. 😃

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 8:55 PM

@skibunny9
I wouldn't be able to verbally pay her back.
I'm shy and quite like that.
I hate my voice.
I hate how it sounds.
The different words slur together to create a jumble nobody can understand,
No matter how slow I talk

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 8:58 PM

@whispers
O__o Well that is how I sound sometimes, when I'm nervous or uncomfortable. Or when you talk to your friends, just talk about how bad the mean girl is and they should defend you, depending on ho9w how risque they are.

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 8:59 PM

@hayz
Nice!

@whispers
Don't feel alone, I feel alone most of the time. Being alone with other people who feel alone should count for something. Your rant was moving--so poetic.

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 9:00 PM

@whispers if you want, i can help you plan a way to ruin her social life. XD

hayz • 16 April 2012 at 9:00 PM

@whispers

PFFT.....


DANGIT!

balletninja • 16 April 2012 at 9:00 PM

@whispers You need something to believe in.
You need to find a starring quality in yourself.
Try becoming flexible?
This may sound stupid, but I find improving something about myself makes me more confident.

whispers • 16 April 2012 at 9:01 PM

@skibunny9
The girl hates both me and my friend. My friend will stand up for me, but usually I just hear the talk behind my back. She's never said anything to my face T^T

@swimforlife
Okay.
Yeah, I'm a poet 😋

@growler
I don't want to get in trouble. She knows a whole girl clique that will trample me o_o

@balletninja
Thanks for the advice. I'll try to improve on....my drawings. I can always add improvement there ;]

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 9:06 PM

@whispers
Ahhhhh! Sorry!

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 9:08 PM

@whispers
I almost feel the exact same way...
*Hugs*

I real I know a person exactly like that, she is not worth your time! Don't let her put you down, let her hate and her selfishness motivate you to be better than /her/, leaver her in your dust. Keep your head held high and eventually you will be the one looking down on her, she is no better than you are and you know what, If she keep doing what she is doing eventually she will loose all her friends, who wants to be friends with someone who thinks they are better than everyone else?

On here, people ignore me too, don't let it get to ya, its a just a game. Try to have some fun!
If you want you can message me or friend me. I won't ignore ya! 😊
Instead of just posting, try to get involved in the conversation right away, so people will notice you there. People will ignore you, just forget about it and move on.

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 9:08 PM

@whispers o.e
THANK GOD YOU HAVE A SUPERPOWER.
COMMON SENSE. 😃

To the mean girl, you should be like:
if you don't like me, ignore me. Like i give a shi* about you. you think i care about you? You're the one who is even bothering about me. If you hate me then stop bothering me.

XD simply use her words against her. *_* how i dealed with my friend's annoying little sister.

... *blows you away with susuwatari (ghost dust ball like black soot)* ouo HAVE FUNNNNNN. oh wait. A human is too heavy :T

Deleted • 16 April 2012 at 9:08 PM

@whispers please. they have no chance against my plans. in fact, they may be a assist to it. 😃

whispers • 17 April 2012 at 5:24 PM

@growler
Ooh 83
Tell meh

Deleted • 17 April 2012 at 5:25 PM

@whispers its simple. tell them that she is saying something *whatever there most sensitvie about* about them. XD

whispers • 17 April 2012 at 5:29 PM

@growler
I ain't no liar ;]

Deleted • 17 April 2012 at 5:31 PM

@whispers aww.....then i has no planes. or plans.

whispers • 17 April 2012 at 5:33 PM

LOL 😊

Deleted • 17 April 2012 at 5:41 PM

@whispers
Tell the teacher, I know that they may give you a hard time for being a "tattle tail" but if they are being rude someone needs to know.

whispers • 17 April 2012 at 5:46 PM

@justin
She's not reallly saying anything mean to me.
But it's just annoying how she always trying to be better than me.

Deleted • 17 April 2012 at 5:51 PM

@whispers
I know what you mean... Just ignore her.
She isn't worth your time anyways, Just be nice to her if you have to be around her but ignore her as much as possible.

Deleted • 17 April 2012 at 6:01 PM

Get a friend to stick up for you. Say something like; "Go die in a hole, MG."