That was my mistake

celeste • 21 August 2012 at 6:00 AM

Whenever I thought I'd leave, everyone held on to me for some reason, told me not to leave. I believed that there were people who actually cared.

That was my mistake.

I kept on making things up, but, in the end, even my gullible mind was getting tired of this. I was tired of lying to myself, that there was actually a place where I could be myself, no ties.

Mistake number 2.

My delusions would only have lasted so long. Such a place, doesn't exist. I have to make the most of my life... and I spent it here.

If you tell me that you care, then I know you're lying.

If you ever did care, you would've shown it a long time ago.

Maybe I'm being unreasonable.

Maybe I'm just not making sense.

Or... maybe...

My life has been getting better ever since I slowed down on playing this game.

bunnynw • 21 August 2012 at 6:30 AM

@celeste, am i seriously going to loose you too? because I have lost kitty19cat, because of something stupid and foolish i did. Believe it or not, i do care about you AND I AM NOT LYING, IF I DIDN'T CARE WHY WOULD I EVEN POST THIS? i could've just been off, looking at trades, feeding eggs, and buying travels. YET I CAME HERE, BECAUSE I DO CARE ABOUT YOU i trust you, you were my hearts best friend, and with you, i was one, one whole me, i have lost kitty, and now i might loose you too, its just not... possible. ☹️☹️☹️ i really really care about you, i really do, and you can call me a liar, but here's the fact celeste, i do care about you, i care so much, really a lot. Ever since we became friends, we have been really getting along well, we laughed at jokes, had such a great time, i trusted you to take care of my eggs celeste, now that isn't a thing i normally. do. I AM SCARED OF SCAMMERS, but i gave them to you, because i knew you were trustworthy and responsible. You might thiink right now i am just talking fake rubbish and your life is so terribly busy.

but i hope you have time to just hear this.

I care about you, more than anyone else, in this universe, you belong with me, because i care about you, i'd take all sorts of pain here on egg cave just for you, i'd stand up for you, help u, why would a fake friend do these things? why would I do these things?

ONE ANSWER:

Because i care about you.

whispers • 21 August 2012 at 6:47 AM

@celeste
I do care. I am not lying. I am sorry I haven't shown it. But I don't get on as much anymore. And whenever I'm on I usually don't see you on. I wanted to chat, but I hadn't seen you get on in a while ;A;

I'm sorry if I don't seem like a good friend because we don't talk to often. But I still think of you as my best friend. If you think I'm lying, I'm not. I think you are a great person here. I could never change my mind about it. Never will change it.

I hope you wish to read this, just to hear (well, read) what I have to say.

It would be nice of you to stay. But I do respect your decisions. I won't force you to stay. But I'll miss you.

bunnynw • 21 August 2012 at 6:56 AM

@celeste

I cannot agreee more with @whispers, we both care so much about you celeste, but then once again, we respect your decisions and we have no power to stop you.

Deleted • 21 August 2012 at 8:20 AM

@celeste
It's your choice to leave or not. I guess... .A. A lot of us don't want you to leave as you are very very nice.

If you really want to quit then... I understand as it is your choice.
You can call me a liar. But you're a person who i can have so much fun with online. Just by talking to you.