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metaphor • 24 September 2011 at 11:16 PM
@skyWow, what...well, I can't use that word here, but you get the idea.It doesn't matter if you find someone "freaky", everyone deserves to freaking live the way they want so long as it's not hurting anyone else. I didn't know people could measure the worth of someone's life they don't even know. -___-
Deleted • 24 September 2011 at 11:16 PM
@briseisHonestly...I'm not that 'pretty' either. But if you think you're pretty, then you are, because you present that confidence in yourself. And if someone actually likes you, then they would find you pretty too. Sure, you can be physically 'ugly', but the idea of ugly is entirely psychological. Hundreds of years ago, you were considered beautiful if you were fat, because that meant you were well fed. The thin people were considered poor and ugly. What I'm trying to say is that even if ugly is a physical term, the use of the term is purely psyche opinion. So be awesome!!! 😃 I've never dated anyone, never kissed anyone, and don't think I will be anytime soon. But that doesn't bother me, so don't let it bother you. Enjoy what you've got.And pretty soon, you'll be thinking how much awesome-r you are because you know you're pretty. On the inside, AND the outside, because you want to be. 😊
cafe • 24 September 2011 at 11:17 PM
@briseisBri, I'm calling you Bri cause I have no way how to say your name, I'm making something for you.
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:18 PM
@qwerty732797 I don't want to lie to myself and say I'm pretty when I'm not! I hate lying to myself, it only makes me feel worse. Even being myself, I can't seem to attract a guy. It just seems like no matter how hard I try, I always end up looking stupid or weird or my ugly appearance just turns them off right away and I have no chance. It's really hard.@cafe my name is Briseis (bry-see-is), she was the love of Achilles the Greek warrior. At least in the Iliad. And you're making something for me? How sweet of you :').
kagirl21 • 24 September 2011 at 11:23 PM
@briseis Don't listen to those jerks! You're beautiful in your own way just like how @Dreamer said! They are probably jelous of you!
sky • 24 September 2011 at 11:24 PM
@Metaphor - They just don't get that everyone is different and nobody's perfect in this world, in my opinion my friend which they claim to be a freak, isn't. She just likes entertaining others and makes life for me and her friends more fun. My friend happens to be the kind of person who wants to stay away from any kind of relationship so she doesn't bother with spending time on make-up and such, she has the capability to ignore drama and anyone who picks on her she completely ignores them, but in my case I find that hard to do, when I see people bullying her I want to actually do something to stop them, but she refuses because she thinks that if I were to do something about it, it'd make it worse, which I some-what agree with. They still pick on her, well, now us, they pick on me because I hang out with her.
metaphor • 24 September 2011 at 11:25 PM
@briseisWell, you're way ahead of me then because I'm so awkward to the point I can't even speak up for myself to a friend. I guess I could blame it on those people who beat me down til I had no other choice but to define myself as the scum of the Earth, but you know what--I would be CHOOSING to feel that. Because no one can really tell you how to feel about yourself at the end of the day, and that's why mindset has a whole lot to do with outward appearance. And again, I'm not saying it's easy. I really am not my number one fan by any stretch of the imagination. I am oversensitive and my self-image has been pretty screwed up, but I am beginning to learn that those people can't really make me change, only I can do that. They don't define what's right for me and how I should present myself, I do.These people are not perfect. I'm not perfect. You're not perfect. We're all pretty effed up to the bone, from the inside out, because we're human. But at the same time, we all have good we can bring out in ourselves if we so choose to. This sounds really corny, I know.But the reason it's a recycled idea is because it holds some truth. 😊
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:25 PM
@kagirl21 trust me, they're not jealous! There's nothing to be jealous of. I'm not even that smart; I have like a 3.89 GPA or something crappy like that. Physically there's just nothing to envy. @metaphor, I'm not blaming anyone! I don't think it's anyone's fault. It's only my fault, my fault that I look the way I do. To an extent, of course. My genes play a big part, such as my giant size and my unattractive, masculine-looking face. But most of it is my fault. I don't feel comfortable putting the blame on other people.
kagirl21 • 24 September 2011 at 11:28 PM
@briseisListen, I'm not very smart either. My parents give me stuff if I get a good report card. It's embarrassing for me. And people make fun of me for it. But you're beautiful in your own way and don't listen to those jerks!
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:29 PM
@kagirl21 I'm not so sure if I'm beautiful in my own way. There's nothing really great or amazing about me. I'm not exactly good at anything xD.
metaphor • 24 September 2011 at 11:31 PM
@briseisWhat?! As far as I'm concerned that's pretty good. Heck, I think mine may be a point lower than yours, and I like to take pride in just that.☹️ Give yourself more credit than that, girl. Not everybody has that kind of work ethic, especially for being in such a stressful environment where people tend to act like jerks.Believe it or not, that kind of thing can intimidate people.
angel_star • 24 September 2011 at 11:32 PM
@briseisdon't worry, I am good at stuff but then the annoying teacher always recognises someone else, if you be who you are, and you don't care what they say, their gonna get bored of saying bad stuff about you.
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:32 PM
@metaphor I don't want to intimidate people...I'd just rather be normal. I'm not even plain, I'm below average. In terms of looks I'm a 2 or 3 on a scale of 10. I'm just not that great of a human being. The last thing I want to do is intimidate people...
kagirl21 • 24 September 2011 at 11:33 PM
@briseisI bet you are good at something! 😊
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:34 PM
@kagirl21 not really. I'm not really good at writing (which I like to do), I'm not good with math at all (I suck at it SO much; I can't wrap my head around equations most of the time, which is why I opted for AP Stats), I'm not outgoing and I'm quiet, and overall there's nothing good about me physically. What a waste of a human being huh?
metaphor • 24 September 2011 at 11:35 PM
@briseisWell, I don't mean acting all high and mighty compared to them as that would doing exactly what they're doing to hurt you. I just mean, it's a good quality to have and is something worth taking pride in. I'd rate myself pretty low on the looks scale, but deep down I like to believe I'm not completely worthless just because my body and face aren't modeled after those of a goddess.
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:36 PM
@metaphor I'd rather just look plain than look like a goddess or like a model. I just want to be normal. A 5 on the scale is good enough for me, because shooting too high would be ridiculous and a waste of my time, since I could never achieve more than a 5. I'm not worthless, I'm just...not good. At all. I don't know how to describe it. Despite trying so hard to improve myself, I just can't find a way to actually improve. It seems impossible.
kagirl21 • 24 September 2011 at 11:36 PM
@briseis No. You're not a waste. You're a superstar. 😸
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:39 PM
trish • 24 September 2011 at 11:44 PM
@briseis how is your GPA bad? o. e It MAY drop sometimes. I had a perfect 4.00 GPA last year, but this year, I might have dropped lower then yours, because I'm only behind in one class.Trust me, your NOT ugly. Only self-centered people are. (: Your just self-conscious. Also, everyone says their ugly because everyone goes through that phase in life. XD I know I did. 😋 There is no such way as improving yourself, because it's noticable and it's just another way for others to inflict mean words to others. Your beautiful the way you are, in your own way, any way, and people are jealous. ❤️
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:47 PM
@trish I got...3 C's last year in math, which made my GPA go down a lot. I'm not sure what I had the two years before (freshman and sophomore year) but it wasn't really a 4.00. I sincerely doubt people are jealous. And most people only think they're ugly for a short period of time; I've known I'm physically ugly since I was about 11, which is when I started middle school. Even in elementary school I was big and ugly and I knew it, and I knew I didn't have that many friends (only 2) because of that.
trish • 24 September 2011 at 11:49 PM
@briseis Well, I promise that you will find a true guy to keep you happy when you grow up. 😊 Many people do. ^-^ But right now, I'm with a guy (like the uberly hawtest guy in school /is slapped) and it's not the end for me, and eventually, you will find a guy that will love you the way you are. ❤️3
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:52 PM
@trish you're lucky, you have a boyfriend. I've never really had one. I sincerely doubt, with my physical appearance, that I will ever attract a man, unless he's blind. I might as well live alone in the mountains and be isolated. People wouldn't really care, would they? It'd be best for others anyways.
angel_star • 24 September 2011 at 11:53 PM
@briseisjust cos you're 'big'doesn't mean your ugly. There are many bigger people who sstill look pretty. If you withdraw from the rest of the school, they're gonna think they don't have to talk to you. So don't think because you're bigger people don't like you and then don't talk to them. Its gonna make the situation worse. Just talk to them, act like yourself. If they don't like you as yourself then they are a bunch of midgets. No offence. No offence. I'm really really really really sorry if its offensive. EDIT: in this world, there is always someone who will take you for who you are. ALWAYS. Unless... nah, doesn't matter.
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:55 PM
@angel_star it's not offensive. I'm saying that during college or after college I'll move far away from other people. I'd prefer to not be seen. Honestly, I'd be better off being isolated, far away from other people. I'd rather live far away and starve to death because I was too afraid to be seen in public and go to the store than be around people. It's sad and embarrassing.
trish • 24 September 2011 at 11:56 PM
@briseis Well. Can I see a picture of you? (: I bet it's not that bad at all. What do you wear? All these little things might not matter, and seem a little self-conscious, but it makes people blend in. Oh, and I'm 11, very soon to be 12. XD I'm perfectly happy now, and you will too. ❤️ Some men don't love people for their sleazy beauty, they love you because your you. ❤️
briseis • 24 September 2011 at 11:58 PM
@trish you're 11 and you have a boyfriend? So lucky. I'm 17. How pathetic is it that I've never dated? But that's to be expected, I look terrible. I've seen your pictures and you look beautiful. I'd rather not post pictures, but maybe I can send one to you in a PM or something. I'd prefer not to though. I'm sorry.
trish • 25 September 2011 at 12:00 AM
@briseis How have you seen my picture? /is bricked I put them on my profile. 😋 PM would be nice. I could tell you how you can fit in I guess. (:
briseis • 25 September 2011 at 12:00 AM
angel_star • 25 September 2011 at 12:01 AM
@briseisthere are many people look not slim and not like the best person in the world and they still go in the world. (no offence) Everyone day, (because I'm like 11, which is extremely weird cos that means my class is insanely premature even though their one year older than me) I stare at people who walk on the streets, but they still walk as if its ok that their not models. I've seen big people with tall and sim people. You don't need to worry about your physical appearance. I more hate people with a spoilt attitude. Every does. Like 100 times more. (Should I be saying this? Maybe not...)