eskimomo

this is the side of _piano_pokemon_ and also the proud creator of the Volpe <3 still can't believe my suggestion was used ^-^ 3 Jan 2019, 2:05 PM
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Canada
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Age 21 turning 22 this Aug
Country Canada
Gender- female
Years on this site(((( 7 years ))))

sometimes i randomly gift things to random people if ever i have some to spare, but please refrain from begging as i am not rich lol O.o

LIST OF CRITTERS I LIKE / WISHLIST CAN BE FOUND https://eggcave.com/egg/232449 profile

Wish people wouldn't judge me because of what I post when I'm feeling down


so i was diagnosed with CPTSD - COMPLEX POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER

i always felt like something about me was off espesially after the past 3 years anyways to help better understand me and others like me heres a link that so perfectly shows what its like and what it is.

awarness really needs to be brought to everyones attention and to also get threw most peoples heads that not everyone who has it is or was a Veteran who fought in a war :/

i got mine from childhood and ongoing trama that i had to live with for 22 years



https://video.search.yahoo.com/yhs/search;_ylt=A0LEVipGLoZYTXEAGe0nnIlQ?p=What+CPTSD+really+looks+like+-+the+invisible+disability&fr=yhs-mozilla-002&fr2=piv-web&hspart=mozilla&hsimp=yhs-002#id=1&vid=9b312678364c1b39d8d392415cedf425&action=view

They say PTSD/C-PTSD is a mental illness brought on by trama but what they don't tell you is the physical illnesses that come with it, the grey hairs it gives and chronic pain it brings... I never know what each day will bring me
Every night is restless.... though you know the events have passed and you want so hard to forget...your mind "can not" forget. Every night is filled with nightmares of those who broke you.... PTSD/C-PTSD dose all this and so much more, But the worst of it all is feeling like your soul has been erased, like the joyful, hopeful, confident and outgoing you that you were left and will never come back
you become isolated and withdrawn from the world and the very idea of leaving your space of safety frightens you so much that its almost impossible to venture outside of it.
PTSD/C-PTSD also takes away your perception and view of the world and replaces it with an inability to not only not trust others but to not trust your self, which then leads to uncontrollable anxiety , irrational state of fear and a constant state of hyper-vigilance day in and day out... most days i can't even handle answering a phone call
So to anyone who also suffers from this relentless illness or any illness for that matter and feels invalidated, neglected, misunderstood or isolated i want you to know that your not alone in this. Most people won't understand or care to but i do!!!!! so screw them at least we have each other



If you Wana know bit about me watch link below
https://youtu.be/I1fGmEa6WnY
Kik- ieshla
Instagram- destiny_norina

IF YOUR LOOKING TO FEED CAN ALWAYS FEED CRITTERS @yukicutie
I KNOW SHE'D APRECIATE IT SHE'S MY FIANCÉ

I have more just need to go through the list it's long lol

Every day is a day of wondering if it should be my last .... this site is my only way out

CHECK OUT MY GOBBLER FOR DECEASED CRITTERS


(((Soulreaper the blrog and whosareyou the yuki )))are gifts and not for trade even if u offered me a doovoo onny and tine all at once I will not trade lol



https://youtu.be/2lC_bg-2soY composed by me ... just want to be free from this earth

Creatures (467)

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prairie • 13 Oct 2019, 11:26 PM

Might a Osi or 2 be UFT?

dcmaster • 27 Jul 2019, 3:59 AM

Would you take an Encalop for your Draqua? c:

monsterprincess33 • 23 Jul 2019, 4:39 PM

Lol...love the travel on your Macbot

isathebelle • 12 May 2019, 4:25 PM

HI, I want to buy a Vesti but I only have 500 cc!

magicaltomato3 • 22 Apr 2019, 4:42 PM

WOW hello I LOVE your cove!! Have a nice day~

wild_wonders • 9 Mar 2019, 4:18 AM

Probably the best cove I've seen on eggcave :')

stevepat2002 • 27 Jan 2019, 8:22 AM

@_piano_pokemon_

rashka • 17 Jan 2019, 12:59 PM

your volpe trade doesn't have a description! just curious what you'd like

telekinec • 14 Jan 2019, 9:49 PM

What for your Volpe?

smithbob6 • 4 Jan 2019, 3:51 PM

Ok would you do 7.5k for your greem sry I got back to you so late

wild_wonders • 4 Jan 2019, 5:16 AM

Hey, anything from here or @fantasy5 for green or doovoo (lol) xD Happy new year by the way

skies • 4 Jan 2019, 12:24 AM

spookcat for Eurog or ahjoon or corphex or Nym or solis and biwo or rencup?

burn • 3 Jan 2019, 11:13 PM

What are you looking for your Eurog/Biwo/Yuki? from your WL I have poppy, foglin, can add for some—thanks!

comic • 3 Jan 2019, 7:21 PM

I doubt any would be, but might anything with "__" befor the name be of interest?

smithbob6 • 3 Jan 2019, 3:13 PM

Um can I think on that

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