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leopardclaws • 18 February 2012 at 9:40 AM

@dawnie Aww this is so sad. What do you mean she wouldn't do that? Are you saying she uh took her own life? TT.TT

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 9:41 AM

@Leopardclaws Yeah. Don't expect to know why, you have no idea what she went through.

sky • 18 February 2012 at 9:42 AM

I hardly knew her, but I've talked to her once and a while. The last time we spoke was when we were stalking the Travel Agency together when I decided I had wanted my creatures to have Goldentree Meadow travels, I also remember she had some life issues that she was going through, and now this...I thought she had gotten better the past times Ive seen her on here, she was so sweet and friendly, I'd never expected for this, I send my deepest condolences to her family and friends, may she rest in peace.

She'll always be a loving memory.

Goodbye Jordan, it was nice getting to know you.
You are in a better and happier place now.
❤️

leopardclaws • 18 February 2012 at 9:44 AM

@dawnie She was so funny, so kind, probably the most humorous person on here! ☹️ TT.TT This is so horrible. So horrible. We were good friends in V1. We went our separate ways though. ☹️

I give my condolences to her family and friends.

dreamer • 18 February 2012 at 9:52 AM

Now that I think about, she helped me with so many amazing things besides just some conversations.

She willingly gave me advice on anything I needed, from boys, to depression, to school, to dealing with my family.
Heck, she was the very first person to ever start calling me Dani. Maybe I'll use the name more often.
She was one of my first friends on EggCave.
We could always share our dirty minds together, and neither of us ever got creeped out.
I kinda feel like crap now, knowing that she won't be here for me to talk to, she won't be here to listen to me. Reflecting on everything I've done, I feel stupid. Worthless. It's not my time to talk about that though. This is about Jordan.

She will be forever in our hearts. ❤️

scarlettsong • 18 February 2012 at 10:24 AM

She's dead... I think I'm in some sort of shock. And I think my sickness is coming back, because my muscles are shaking.

I remember we used to chat a ton, and now I wish I hadn't deleted so many of our conversations. The last time I talked to her was 2 weeks ago, and we talked about the Game of Life, how her mom said it was a sign when she ended up with 2 cars, and about how our pets acted so idiotic sometimes, and she talked about her dog.
I remember when I made a thread, and we planned out a whole wedding to our favorite Warrior Cats, Jayfeather, and Lionblaze. She said Lionblaze would wear a pink bow, and she chose the cake's flavor: Vanilla. Then she jokingly called me "New best friend XD".
She was funny, and a awesome friend.
I used to talk to her, and now I wish I had kept in touch more recently.
She was one of my first Eggcave buddies, and she shall be in my heart always.


Rest in peace, Jordan. I'll miss you, friend ❤️

@dawnie

I'm so deeply sorry for your loss. It must have been a million times worse for you, actually knowing her, and being so close to her. I have to be honest: I'm not going through the same thing you are. Good luck :'(

himitsutenshin • 18 February 2012 at 10:30 AM

...Wow

She was so much fun, so nice. Everyone I'm friends with pays suicide...

I need a moment. Don't ping me please.

phoenixfox • 18 February 2012 at 10:53 AM

@dawnie I am so sorry ☹️ I spoke to her a few times about legality issues and sibling rivalry. You have my sincerest condolences. ☹️

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 11:04 AM

@Dawnie


No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

SHE'S DEAD?
SHE'S DEAD?


Please PM me. Please tell me what happened.

She's asked advice from me on many occasions
She used to talk to me when she needed help.
I don't know what happened when she was 7
I knew she was depressed.
I just... didn't think it would end this way.

She's been here since I started. We would joke around on the walls when I had time. Casually. If I knew it would end this way, I would have tried to help.

scarlettsong • 18 February 2012 at 1:09 PM

@dawnie

Can you tell me a bit about her? You know, favorite color, food, and such?

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:15 PM

@Scarlettsong Gladly ❤️

Well um,
Favorite animal is either wolf or polar bear or squirrel.
She always talked about squirrels and her pet polar bear.

Favorite color is blue.
Not like the sky blue, but like royal blue.

Favorite food would probably be tacos. lol. Or subs.
She loved subway.

Favorite pet would be dog.
Which she had two of that she loved very much 😊

She thought kittens were cute, but if the idea popped up to get one she'd reject it as fast as it was suggested.

She also had this thing with the cookie monster. xD
She begged me for an hour to buy a hat that was relevant to it.

Hmmm, anything else you wanna know?

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 1:16 PM

No...

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:20 PM

@dawnie This is..is just so devastating can you PM me more deatails? We used to laugh about the most RANDOM things! She was an amazing friend and now she is gone..just like that.. ☹️ I can't help but cry

rileytibbles_side • 18 February 2012 at 1:23 PM

</3 ☹️

scarlettsong • 18 February 2012 at 1:23 PM

@Dawnie

Thanks 😊

meg • 18 February 2012 at 1:29 PM

@dawnie

I talked to her just yesterday....and now shes gone??? </3 If you need anybody to talk to just PM me ☹️ ☹️

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 1:29 PM

@dawnie
Can you tell me more about her? I never had the courage to talk up to her. ☹️

isablah • 18 February 2012 at 1:43 PM

I never knew her well... I wanted to but I'm such a...... newbie. And she has an amazing cove. I am so sorry for your loss.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:50 PM

@Dawnie

For dawnie.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBM_srNAOk8

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:52 PM

@kitty19cat Yes. Yes, she will. Thank you for that.


@Leafpelt What do you want to know?

dreamer • 18 February 2012 at 1:52 PM

I want to cry. I mean, I really want to. But for some reason, I can't. I'm not an emotional person. My whole family could be crying at the end of the movie, even if it was sad, I wouldn't shed a single tear. I'm sealed in my mind; All of my thoughts, my griefs, my love, I can never express it online, or in words to my friends. No one understands me.

I feel so deeply for everyone, sometimes I take things way too seriously, but I can never express it for some reason. It builds a wall in my head until that wall shatters, but eventually it restores itself, if you wait long enough. That's how I see life.

I guess this wall collapsed, and didn't restore itself fast enough for any of us to save Jordan. We tried as hard as we could to give her joy, but there was just too much going on in her life, I guess.

I'll never understand her life completely, but she did trust me with a lot of sad stories. She had been talking about suicide before, but I urged her out of it. If I only I could save her this time...

I almost killed myself a while back, too. But thinking about all these people who would miss me, and everything she told me, I didn't do it. Now I feel like I wasn't supportive because I couldn't talk her out of this. </3

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:52 PM

@Dawnie the least I could do... I might sing it and put it up here

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 1:54 PM

@dawnie
Everything.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 1:56 PM

@Dreamer There's only one person responsible. Maybe two.
And I dream about his death every second. If it weren't for him, she'd be here. With all of us, happy. Not crying in the middle of the night. Because that's what it came to.

dreamer • 18 February 2012 at 2:03 PM

@Dawnie She's told me about a lot of people who have upset her, a lot of people in her life who didn't appreciate her and left her to this.
If I were them, I couldn't imagine mistreating someone as amazing as Jordan. She had amazing qualities, things that I'll never find in anyone else; But some people made her feel worthless. Maybe they thought that they were too good for her time, maybe they thought they would feel better about themselves if they made her upset. But I don't give a crap; They're rotten for whatever reason it was.
I've always felt this way about myself, but Jordan's death makes me understand that some people have it even worse.
All anyone wants is to be happy, to be loved. Even murderers, criminals. They didn't get enough love, so they took out their anger to a certain point as to kill or harm others.
Metaphorically, these people who mistreated Jordan are murderers.
She posted on my profile last night saying goodbye to me, but I didn't see it until this morning. It was too late.
I swear, I would have done something to save her life. I've helped her out before, but she helped me so much. She made me feel like I was worth something. She gave me advice.
Even if she's gone, I still have to return the favor.

scarlettsong • 18 February 2012 at 2:05 PM

@Dreamer

Aww... Dani, you can't blame yourself for this. You had no control, nor knew it was even gonna happen.
...And you know, I can't cry either. It's rare. I've told u before, I'm sure.

-

balletninja • 18 February 2012 at 2:05 PM

I have tried typing this about three times now.
I have a lot of conflicting emotions right now.
I feel at peace, I don't know why and that makes me mad. But I also feel remorseful.
I mean, she helped me so much.
And maybe our friendship did change.
But I know, even a little, she did change my life.

It is going to be weird, never talking to her again.
Death is always sudden,
but just yesterday I was joking around with her about your sister.
Usually this type of this shows a sign but this just didn't.
I should have asked if things were alright.
like I did with another user on here.
I should have let her vent to me.
I just didn't think.
I need to be more careful and more observant.

Thank you, you didn't have to do this.
It must be so hard to tell us,
but really. It means so much.

dreamer • 18 February 2012 at 2:12 PM

@Scarlettsong I know. I'm not saying it's my fault. But I do feel somewhat responsible for it. I could've helped her out a little.
And I know, In the 2 and a half years I've known you, I've never seen you cry. That's another reason why we're so similair, yet so different at the same exact time.
From now on, I'm going as Dani. Not just a nickname that you, and Joe, and Andrew, etc., use in real life. The type of nickname that everyone uses. Jordan came up with it first, so it reminds me of her.

cafe • 18 February 2012 at 2:15 PM

I can't stop friggin crying :/

If I see one person, one, beg for her creatures, I will flip a table.


I just. She's talked to me before. I helped her in a lot of situations, because a lot of people are kids on here and wouldn't take stuff seriously. I wish I was on here last night. I wish I could have been here. Maybe she could have saw I was on and asked for help, like the other times.


I didn't see any signs. I mean, I knew she was depressed and hurting. I knew, but I didn't expect it. She seemed to be getting a lot better, when we talked she seemed so cheery.

cubexline • 18 February 2012 at 2:15 PM

OMG D: R.I.P dawnfur❤️ She was sooo nice and cool to talk too. I'll miss her a lot.