If you're friends with, or knew Dawnfur you should click here. It's important.

scarlettsong • 18 February 2012 at 2:17 PM

@dreamer

I know. I can't.

That's amazing. You should. You have my support. In honor of Jordan.

@Dawnie

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 2:22 PM

@Dreamer I hate the very existence of people who treated her like that. Because they took one look at her and decided, "I'm going to hate her for no reason" And there really was no reason to. Anybody who actually got to know her, would understand that. Jordan never did anything to deserve so much hatred. If anyone, I do. So why do they choose her over me?

@Cafe Because that's who she was. I don't recall her frowning more than once a day, because it's just heartbreaking to see her sad, because she was just like that.

@Balletninja Overall it probably took half an hour to type. Trying to word it without breaking whatever was left of my heart. But, I couldn't just not tell you guys.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 2:24 PM

@dawnie I am bawling but I cant imagine your position

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 2:25 PM

@dawnie
What was her favorite things?

balletninja • 18 February 2012 at 2:43 PM

@dawnie You are much stronger than me.
I would have never told anyone.
I would have stopped going online,
you are strong.
Stay strong and get through this.
It looks like you will.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 2:56 PM

@Balletninja I'm barely hangin' on though.



It's times like this when I miss her sarcastic attitude and punching me in the gut and telling me to be a man.

balletninja • 18 February 2012 at 3:03 PM

@dawnie

I would miss that as well,
but just hang on.
Don't miss those times, remember them and be happy you experienced them.
Easier said than done, I know.
But it will come, with time. There will be a point where you can be happy again about those memories.
But never look back and wish you never met her (I don't think you will but this is an FYI).
Just enjoy those times you did have together.
You are a great person, I am sorry it had to come to this for everyone.

jaidyn • 18 February 2012 at 3:08 PM

@dawnie

Ohmigod...This is horrible. Can pm me what happened? I don't want to be nosy, but...wow. I didn't think this would ever happen to her... Rest In Peace. </3

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:09 PM

http://eggcave.com/forums/topic/16455 A poem for Jordan

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:11 PM

@dawnie
I didn't know Jordan, but from what I have read, she seems like she was a wonderful person. I don't know what happend, nor do I want to. It not my business to know. I was in a situation last year and felt the same way. I was too weak to go thu with it and I guess it was for the best. My heart goes out to you and her. I am crying even though I don't know her. I hope for the best.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:13 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Gcrx2Ab0FM

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:15 PM

@kitty19cat I just pasted that over the youtube link I already had up.

It was the same thing.

I find myself pressing the repeat button.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:15 PM

@dawnie oh... here is another one.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxLbNA6GHVw&feature=related

pendulum • 18 February 2012 at 3:17 PM

I can't even speak or think right now. I have never, ever gotten this emotional behind a laptop/computer screen. Jordan was the sweetest girl on here that I knew of. I've been on this site for a while and when she joined it was refreshing because she was not only different, but patient, kind, understanding, lovely, and most of all...she cared so much about all of us that were kind to her. I've talked to her and she was too amicable and benevolent and gracious for words. She sometimes stumped me and we've given each other advice and encouragement. I feel like if given the chance, we all could have tried to save her but life won. Life bested her and maybe she needed freedom and liberties that no one had the ability or power to give her. She is in a wonderful place now, watching over us and happy and unrestrained from the thumb of depression & hardships that had their hooks in her. I am relieved she is free because I know what it is like for everything to just...hurt.

I believe my heart is made up of the lives who have touched my soul and Jordan was one of them and now her piece is faded but will always be there as remembrance and as a loving note that I will never forget the unconditional compassion she has shown me, but other people. She has compelled me to hang on, as I struggle with depression and to show the same kindness to people that she has shown me.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:17 PM

@Kitty19Cat ...She loved that song..

Thank you.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:18 PM

@dawnie really? No... dont mention it.. I miss her soo deeply!!!

ethereal • 18 February 2012 at 3:19 PM

(This is pendulum.)

@dawnie I wish you the best and hang on. I can relate to losing someone that has an incredible impact on your life and the lives around you. She was beautiful and always will be. If you need anything, anything at all, I am here.

balletninja • 18 February 2012 at 3:20 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjAoo68jKU4&feature=related
That one makes me happy.
The message is meh, I mean you probably aren't ready for the message D: But it will be a good one for later.

Here are my two favorites.
I never have told anyone, but here you go. You deserve to hear this right now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1ni1sVCgEk This one is sadder so click it first. (Be careful, I dunno if you are ready for this one it kills without any sadness at the moment)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfoSlbxEOEg
This one is more inspiring 😊

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 3:27 PM

@dawnie

There's this Hong Kong song from a hong kong drama called On Call 36. The theme song makes me think of this, but it reminds me of hope.

pendulum • 18 February 2012 at 3:28 PM

@balletninja:

I saved the first one in my bookmarks. I will try to look at it later.

The others are sad but inspiring and it helped a little. Thank you. ❤️

balletninja • 18 February 2012 at 3:31 PM

@pendulum 😊
They really are sad, but gorgeous.
And they help you think.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:34 PM

@Balletninja Yeah, thanks for showing me those..

They did help.

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 3:36 PM

@dawnie
What was her favorite color? Favorite food? Favorite EC creature?

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:38 PM

@Leafpelt Blue, Royal Blue
Probably um, Sub, I think.
Common would be Tasma. And Um.. Tine? I think. Or Foo.

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 3:41 PM

@dawnie
Does she like nyms?

maineen • 18 February 2012 at 3:41 PM

@dawnie I thought it was shamrue or tenalp, guess not xD

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:42 PM

@Maineen I dunno. I'm just the messenger boy. XD
@Leafpelt I think so. I know she thinks first stage is adorable, because she went on for 10 minutes about how cute they are in that stage.

maineen • 18 February 2012 at 3:44 PM

@dawnie

well you do know more about her than me, so I'll go with those xD

leafpelt • 18 February 2012 at 3:46 PM

@dawnie
*runs off to trade whole cove for nym* I only talked to her once...talking about chickenwings...to rooster feet.

Deleted • 18 February 2012 at 3:48 PM

@Maineen Yes... I do 😊
@Leafpelt Aw, that reminds me of fourth grade. Good times.