I need to talk to someone..

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:10 PM

Please. Sometimes, I feel that my life isn't that good. I just don't like my life sometimes. Sometimes I just hate it.
I have diabetes. It seems like it is ruining my life. It leaves scars, that will never go away. Never. And I can't do things other people can. I can't eat whatever and whenever I want. I have to give a shot every time I want to eat. It's been ruining my life since I was 4.
I'm not so cool. I feel like a dork. I sit with one friend at lunch. And only one. When she's not there, I sit alone, till someone invites me to their table.
I hat to talk infront of people. I studder. I have a guy's voice. I got some points off a presentation because I didn't make eye contact and that nobody could hear me.
I have big dreams. That are never going to be possible. I would never make it to be a hit song songwriter. Never. Ever.
That is why I feel that way.
That. Is. Why.
Oh, and I have almost no self-esteem/confidence.

leafpelt • 19 February 2012 at 8:10 PM

YES YOU CAN. HAVE CONFIDENCE.

lily- • 19 February 2012 at 8:12 PM

@whispers
Aww. I hope you're alright or feel alright soon.

Deleted • 19 February 2012 at 8:13 PM

...you aren't a dork. You're just unsocialable, shy.
You can still acheive those dreams, try hard. You don't know if you can't acheive them yet. If not, find a new road. A road that is happy for you.

Deleted • 19 February 2012 at 8:14 PM

@whispers
Sometimes you just gotta focus on one line until a song flows off of your lips. Now I'm gonna pm you a song, and I want you to read it well. Then I'm gonna give you one line, and i wont you to make it a song fro. Your heart.
As for the diabetes, make up for it through writing.
Tell the haters to shut their trap and say one nice thing, if it's even possible.

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:16 PM

@belilalas_25
Thanks

@kira
Okay.
Nobody says anything. I know they think stuff though.

taffy789 • 19 February 2012 at 8:18 PM

@whispers
-.... I'll try to help.
I also have big dreams that can't be accomplished because of my voice.
I want to be in Debate in 9th grade.
But I can't. I have a speech impediment that makes me not say my "R's" right.
People say I come from England.
It stinks.
But, you can be strong, and, if it helps, people have accomplished great things even when they had trials they had to face.
They did it. it's not impossible.
And you can do it too. Trust me. 😊

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:21 PM

@taffy789
Thanks.

cynt5100 • 19 February 2012 at 8:29 PM

@whispers it's okay. Everything gets better. Please look at the positives. I sit with my one friend. I had no confidence. I'm also trying to make a band. But, I have my parents, my house, my life. Life may feel bad now ( trust me, a bully was trying to convince me to kill myself) but life will get better.
I wish I could have the chance to know you. You seem to me like a great person, and I hope you feel better.

Ps. I also have a guys voice 😋

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:30 PM

@cynt5100
Oh. Wow. I think I have a guys voice because I have giant tonsils..I almost have to space to swallow food o_o

cynt5100 • 19 February 2012 at 8:33 PM

@whispers mines just deep and threatening. 😊

Deleted • 19 February 2012 at 8:34 PM

@whispers I've got an ugly, gravelly voice☹️
I absolutely hate public speaking nowadays, Even just reading out of a textbook because I talk funny >.< i know how to say all the words in my head, but they just come out allw rong >.< my voice sounds rough, and sarcastic, and yeah, like a dude...

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:35 PM

@kira
I had to repeat a simple word so many times. I never raise my hand anymore. Except in a class where I'm comfortable with everybody; Orchestra.

tawolf • 19 February 2012 at 8:41 PM

@whispers You know exercise helps produce natural stress relievers and guarantees an increase in self-esteem 😊 Running is a good sport to try. It's easy to work up to several miles, and once you get there, there's no better feeling 😊. Try a new sport or something too, don't let these turds ruin your wonderful life. Plus with exercise comes an amazing diet and we all know what that means in medical terms 😊 I know you can overcome these obstacles. People are naturally strong when they have something to strive for 😊

whispers • 19 February 2012 at 8:49 PM

Oh. Okay.

tawolf • 19 February 2012 at 9:13 PM

@whispers Sorry, I didn't mean to offend you if that was what you thought. Just wanted to enlighten you a bit 😊