I think I have anger issues.. Or something. Help?

Deleted • 19 February 2012 at 11:50 PM

Okay, so I figured out today that apparently some senior proposed to his girlfriend of five years. While everyone else was all happy and "aww. congrats!" I was angry. All I've wanted for awhile is to marry the love of my life, have kids together, and live our lives together, but now, I can't. So now there is a hug dent in the wall, and if you look from the side, you can see inside the wall. And it's been like this for quite awhile. For the past week, I'd say this has happened.. 8 times. I've been to alternative school (It's like boot camp and school mixed) 3 different times already in less than a month. And I've gotten into 5 different fights just this month. I don't know, I've never gotten into this much trouble before. And now, I get so mad, I shake. And I can't even control myself. >_< I don't know what's happened, but I almost never got in-trouble before.

sakura2596 • 19 February 2012 at 11:54 PM

what happened to dawnfur/dawnie D: i heard she passed away... :'( but how?


idk how to cheer people up >~< i suck at that

whitefall • 19 February 2012 at 11:55 PM

@dawnfur
Aww ❤️
You & Jordan can be happy together in heaven a while from now ;]

It's good to let your anger out though...

lavender • 19 February 2012 at 11:56 PM

@dawnfur
I don't think you really have any anger issues. If I were you, I would have hit like 100 dents in the wall,and break the whole wall! Right now, all the rivers are becoming oceans with my tears for Jordan☹️

pendulum • 19 February 2012 at 11:56 PM

@dawnfur Jacob, after what has happened to Dawnie, I'd say it's normal to feel anger, frustration, anything after that. From my perspective, we all do things that show others that we may have anger issues. However, I think saying someone has anger issues is either insensitive or cliche. I think it's just a way of someone expressing that they don't have an outlet.

And you and Dawnie will be happy once again, together. I know that's weird to say because maybe everyone has been saying it. :/ She loves you and you love her and that's enough to say I believe you'll find each other.

But are you noticing this before everything?
I can't help...I am bad at helping so forgive me if I come across awkwardly. D;

plushie • 19 February 2012 at 11:57 PM

@Dawnie that's so sad from the situation your in.

Herm I don't know. I'd say from that yes. But if it's the same people no.

Deleted • 19 February 2012 at 11:58 PM

@Pendulum It's not about that. It started before she even, y'know. But even like the presence of someone near my makes me angry. I don't have control any longer, and I'm only peaceful when I'm alone.

plushie • 20 February 2012 at 12:02 AM

@Dawnfur wrong person pinged xD

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:03 AM

@dawnfur Okay, so this is as much as I can say. I know many may not relate to it but this is what I have observed. And you may not relate to it because it's different. My brother has served in the United States Army and he has changed. He has anger issues whether he feels like admitting it or not. He knows it, because he has picked up different hobbies to have an outlet.

I can say I have had anger issues before. Just because of my past and abuse and all sorts of things. If it gets worse, Jacob, please. You have to breathe and think of something that calms you. Did Dawnie calm you? Remember things about her or just her presence. Don't let go of that. I used to remember what my grandfather said after he passed away from battling cancer. It calmed me and I used painting, drawing, anything for an outlet.

I needed to learn that destroying things, possessions wasn't going to make me feel better.

And I know that sometimes you won't even have time for an outlet. It's just there...

nkiay • 20 February 2012 at 12:06 AM

@dawnfur

You should definitely talk to someone about it (therapist) it really helped me. 😊

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:08 AM

@dawnfur

Yes, therapy can help but only know that you should only accept therapy if YOU want it. Don't let anyone influence that decision. It's when you are ready and if you think you could benefit from it. Anger is hard to discuss and dissect and to help. I am sorry if I am offending or just not right with this. I over-analyze what I say all the time. D:

whitefall • 20 February 2012 at 12:10 AM

@Dawnfur
Well, try to stay alone for a while, then.
It seems like you're just angry at the world in general for your pain & loss.

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:25 AM

@Whitefall it's started BEFORE then! >_<

whitefall • 20 February 2012 at 12:26 AM

@dawnfur
xP
Well then it must be apart of being a teen...
I mean teenagers are all rebellious and angry
Just depends on who actually

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:26 AM

@dawnfur I am sorry. I hope I can help...I hope anything I say just helps in the tiniest bit. :/ And Jordan's passing makes things more amplified. Death makes many feelings amplified...I would know. :/

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And that's labeling teens saying they are rebellious and angry and fully of angst.

I disagree with that. People are like that when they go through hardships, judgement, TONS of things. It depends on what each person goes through in their life.

Unfortunately, a lot of people go through tough things when they are young. :/

plushie • 20 February 2012 at 12:28 AM

@Dawnfur calm down! You are just frustrated (not because of your loss). Your angrier then before because of Jordan's death.

Are there people making you angry or annoyed around you at school?

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:31 AM

@Plushie Calm down? They won't leave me ALONE!

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:32 AM

@dawnfur
Oh. People? I am just trying to understand. Well yeah... people are going to ask about things just because of association. I can see why that would get extremely frustrating. Unless... @status?

Hallucinations? I could be like misreading everything...

plushie • 20 February 2012 at 12:33 AM

@Dawnfur look at the post you said to Pendulum. Well they are the cause to you getting angry. You are getting so tired of it that you want to punch something.

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:35 AM

@Plushie Not THEM.

The others.

plushie • 20 February 2012 at 12:36 AM

@dawnfur I am talking about the people at your school. But if you saying Them and Others it makes no sense who do you mean.

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:39 AM

@Plushie Are you even LISTENING to me?! >___<

leafpelt • 20 February 2012 at 12:42 AM

@dawnfur
Before you talk again, just rant. YELL it all out if you need to. SCREAM if you need to.

plushie • 20 February 2012 at 12:42 AM

@Dawnfur Well them and others... Them in this topic... Others at school... Punch something right now. A pillow

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:44 AM

What do you guys mean "What happened to Dawn" ?

Passed away?

I've been in ALABAMA. Visiting some folks.

What's going on?

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:47 AM

@dawnie @dawnie @dawnie OMG
:'( WHAT.

Jordan...? Is that you? :'( :'(

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:48 AM

@Dawnie What?

No no no.

You died.

Deleted • 20 February 2012 at 12:49 AM

WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON.

@pendulum YEAH, who else would it be?

Who the heck is on my side?

pendulum • 20 February 2012 at 12:49 AM

@dawnfur @dawnie

What's going on? Jacob said you were...de-dead...

:'(

sky • 20 February 2012 at 12:50 AM

@Dawnfur

I know, I can't be all that helpful. I'm not saying you should calm down, only because I've felt what you're feeling now, you just have it differently.

Sometimes you have to block yourself out from others, give yourself some time, being around others just brings you more pain, some say being around others and getting support is helpful, it's not.

Right now I'm not at all in a good mood as well. Right now, I hate SO many people I cannot even describe it.
Right now I feel like going on a rampage.

Yea, I really don't know how I can help you with what you're going through, I'm sorry.

Eventually things will get better.
Stay strong.