I could really use some comfort

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 10:56 PM

Okay so I used to live in Germany and I loved it there! There was not a day I was sad, and best friend in the entire universe, @Puma lived there and we were so happy! We always had sleepovers every weekend! Suddenly last February I found out we had to move. I was DEVASTATED and thought my life was over

On May 1st we were where we moved and right then and there I HATED IT! I knew I was going to hate it because I had lived there before and NEVER LIKED IT!

So here it is, it has almost been a year and every night I literally cry myself to sleep because all my so called friends can either 1 never hang out or 2 they are going somewhere.

So pretty much I hang out with my brother and his friends everyday or me and my mom play board games. Today I had the biggest breakdown I have had in like 1 month, crying for like oh I don't know an hour straight or longer. I just need some comfort. Here there isn't a day I am happy. I now feel like I have nothing to live to, no goal in my life and there is just nothing. In the summer I am going to see my best friend, @Puma but I know it will end and I will be back to hating my life!

So there's my rant!

carter • 24 March 2012 at 11:03 PM

o.o why did you move?

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:03 PM

@Carter My dad wanted to :\

carter • 24 March 2012 at 11:05 PM

@kitty19cat well convince him to move back, if it was not for like a job or something i dont think it would be that big a deal to move back. Though you could always try to make new friends, though some of my best friends i have no idea where they llive, mabey half way around the world i dont know, i met them on the internet, i only have like 2 friends irl.

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:06 PM

@Carter I have tried and tried.. doesnt work :\ Thanks for trying tho 😊

phoenixfox • 24 March 2012 at 11:07 PM

@kitty19cat

Sorry to hear that :/ Moving is always hard. How far are your friends from where you live now?

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:08 PM

@Phoenixfox Lets just say it's a 10-11 plane ride

camideadlyrose • 24 March 2012 at 11:08 PM

@kitty19cat
im sorry to hear that v.v

but compared to me u had it kinad easy...
I had to move over 5 times 3 out of country the other 2 in the U.S.

i had to leave many friends, many of who i still talk to and many who have already forgotten about me....

It's not easy to move from friends your comfortable and can be yourself with, and its hard to make new ones as well if you are new. But it's not like you will never see them again, you can always still find them later in life.

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:09 PM

@Camideadlyrose Thanks 😊 Well I email with her everyday but we only get to skype 1-2 days every 1-2 weeks :\ It is just VERY hard for me

camideadlyrose • 24 March 2012 at 11:10 PM

@kitty19cat

it will be hard for quite some time, but it will get better soon enough.

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:12 PM

@Camideadlyrose I wish, it has been almost a year and I pretty much cry myself to bed every night. On the outside I look fine but on the inside I am a MESS

camideadlyrose • 24 March 2012 at 11:15 PM

@kitty19cat
same, i left Japan and all of my close friends behind, only a few i still talk to cause most are busy with their careers in life. It took me 1 year and 8 months to not feel the pain i felt when i had to leave them.

I stayed in Japan for 4 years till i moved, to the U.S.

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:16 PM

@Camideadlyrose We can both relate :\

camideadlyrose • 24 March 2012 at 11:18 PM

@kitty19cat

ya, Japan is my favorite place and the one place i can really call home. that and Guam...havent been back to Guam in....12 years v.v

Deleted • 24 March 2012 at 11:20 PM

@Camideadlyrose Germany is the only place I call HOME also

camideadlyrose • 24 March 2012 at 11:23 PM

@kitty19cat
ya

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 3:57 AM

im crying now ☹️ i hate this whole mess too, i wish more than anything that you were still here ☹️☹️ ❤️3 miss you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so s os os soooo so so so sooooooooso ooooooooos ooss etc MUCH ❤️

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 12:29 PM

@Puma ❤️3333333333333333333333333333333333 Don't cry too ☹️

meixiaotian • 25 March 2012 at 12:34 PM

Awww...
Just because he wanted to? That's so wrong.

qwaszx • 25 March 2012 at 12:35 PM

I understand how you feel.☹️ I moved a year and a half ago. I have 1 friend and everyone is mean to me. I still miss all my friends. :/ I'm sorry you have to go through this. >.<

dragonkeeper • 25 March 2012 at 1:21 PM

aww Iam so sorry I hope you can work something out whare you can visit one another gives you a big hug

pebblestar-nightclan • 25 March 2012 at 6:39 PM

Aw. ☹️ *hug* I have to move soon, too, and leave all of my friends behind. I'm not sure when it will be, though.

@kitty19cat

cqpkytty • 25 March 2012 at 6:40 PM

@kitty19cat
Where did you move to?

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 6:43 PM

@kitty19cat
☹️
That seems so sad.
For me, it seems like that cause I live in the middle of nowhere, so during summer break, I almost never see my friends. I just sit on EC all day.
I'm not sure how I could help, except by giving a virtual hug! *hug*
And a gift if you want one 😊

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 6:48 PM

@Whispers Aww you are so sweet!! ❤️ Hugs back! I will only take a gift from you if YOU want to give me one

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 6:52 PM

@kitty19cat
I'd be happy to, it's at @viola though, and it's a Schnee 😋
So if you want it, you can have it. I like to gift things when I don't want 'em 😉

blissy • 25 March 2012 at 6:55 PM

@kitty19cat

Ahh, I know how you feel. I've had to move 5 times in my life to five different states because of my dad's stupid company. =/ I live in one place for about a year or two, and then it's like, BAM!!! Time to pack up and go. =_=;; I have to start all over with new friends and everything...

It's hard to keep friends when that keeps happening. TT_TT

Do you have a cell phone? You should text your current friends if they can't hang out in person. ^^;

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 6:57 PM

@Whispers You can keep it, I dont like taking things from people 😊

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 7:14 PM

@kitty19cat
But I nu want it D;
And you can contact me on my main now.
Sorry I blocked you. You just kept posting things on my wall everyday about feading my featured and keeping the thing up for views >_<
And I didn't really want that