:(

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:00 PM

I don't know what you think of me.
I think I'm beggy and annoying.

I just feel like it.
I don't know.
There are just some days where I log off and feel like everybody hates me.
Cause I feel ignored. T^T
I hate it. I was the true, honest feeling of what you think of me.
I don't care if it's freaking harsh or anything.
I want the truth of me.
Knowing will only make me better.

I'm gonna ping some people.

@chloekins
@icymuffin
@furfur
@kitty19cat
@dreamer

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 8:01 PM

I am too grouchy to tell my opionion.

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 8:02 PM

@Whispers I think you are very nice but no offence sometimes when I post topics on CC you say like wow you ask for way too much. Besides that I think you are really nice! I have never hated you and never will!!

blackrose_chan • 25 March 2012 at 8:02 PM

don't say that D: I'm trully ignored because people always forget about me ☹️

but I never give up! even if most my topics died years ago...

btw 😸 I don't know you(I probably do just can't remember) but don't ever give up! life will always shine even sometimes the shine might fog up but sooner or later it will be better.

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:05 PM

@blackrose_chan

I've alwasys known who you are and you are one of my role models ❤️

@kitty19cat
Awww. Thanks ❤️

@chloekins
Well, if you can tell me when your not grouchy, just do.

bunnyshadow • 25 March 2012 at 8:06 PM

Your really nice sometimes, but you can be REALLY mean.

blackrose_chan • 25 March 2012 at 8:07 PM

@whispers really?.... 😱 what did we do together? xD I have the worst memory ever.

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 8:07 PM

@Whispers No problem 😃

Deleted • 25 March 2012 at 8:07 PM

@whispers
You sound like me xD

I can be really nice and generous sometimes, but I could bite your freaking head off once in a while.

pebblestar-nightclan • 25 March 2012 at 8:08 PM

Well, if you do have a bad side, I've never seen it. You always come straight out and tell your honest opinion, which isn't a bad thing.

@whispers

meixiaotian • 25 March 2012 at 8:09 PM

Well I don't think you're too bad. I honestly don't know you as much but I've never noticed something I don't like coming from you.

hayz • 25 March 2012 at 8:11 PM

@whispers

Take my advice.

Whenever ignored, shout out something perverted in caps. Works really well.

scarlettsong • 25 March 2012 at 8:16 PM

@Hayz

8D

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@Whispers

I don't know you very well, but you seem friendly and kind. 😊

hai • 25 March 2012 at 8:17 PM

@Hayz

Umm, pretty sure that can be inappropriate and reportable.

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:17 PM

@chloekins
@bunnyshadow
Blame my diabetes for my "I wanna bite your freaking head off" modes..
When my blood sugar is too high or low, I get terrible mood swings and grouchiness that I can't control ;(
@hayz
o_o Okay...

@blackrose_chan
We never did a thing together, but I still think your pretty cool!

@meixiaotian
@pebblestar-nightclan
Thanks ❤️

hayz • 25 March 2012 at 8:19 PM

@hai

If not, use different terms-- //shot

8'D

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:26 PM

*sigh*
V.V
Sometimes, I just wish my terrible life would go away. I wish I could just start over. Get a new life. I can't. I don't try to be mean. I can't control it. My diabetes does it.
When my blood sugar spikes up high or low, I get irritable, grouchy, moody, and could possibly pass out. I hate it. It's demon.
It makes me seem mean when I don't want to.
I'm sorry all that I've put down. I'm sorry for being a jerk without any control ;~;
I can't control it.
They're just stupid symptoms.

@bunnyshadow
@chloekins
That should clear up why I get moody and mean V,V
I just have a demon in me, that'll never go away

viola • 25 March 2012 at 8:44 PM

Help? ☹️

jazzyleia • 25 March 2012 at 8:46 PM

@whispers

Personally, i feel you are a great person to talk to on here. You are always welcoming and never harsh to anyone (that i know of) and i remember us talking a long time ago!

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:48 PM

@jazzyleia
Thanks ❤️
But lately, I've felt like a jerk, and I feel like people get mad at me because my honest opinion may be mean D;

jazzyleia • 25 March 2012 at 8:49 PM

@whispers

Well if you ever do want to talk about it in PM, then just feel free to give me a PM 😃 I am here to talk.

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 8:50 PM

@jazzyleia
Thanks ❤️

balletninja • 25 March 2012 at 9:01 PM

You seem to be fine in my opinion.
If you have done anything to me in the past it wasn't notable 😊

You seem to be doing fine, have more confidence!

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 9:06 PM

@balletninja
Thanks, but it's so hard to get rid of.
When I'm ignored and rejected, it hurts.
It always has.
This one girl in RL always rejects my good stuff.
I don't usually care.
But it's really ticking me off, and making me like this ;~;

linpug • 25 March 2012 at 9:08 PM

I think you are awesome. I never seen you be grouchy before, at all. 😋

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 9:10 PM

@linpug
I havn't thought I was grouchy, but now people are saying I can be really mean, and I don't know what they're talking about D;

linpug • 25 March 2012 at 9:11 PM

@whispers Pfftttt You aren't mean at all

balletninja • 25 March 2012 at 9:12 PM

@whispers
You seem to have the same personality type as I.
Hating to be hated by others.
It bugs me when even one person dislikes me to the point of dwelling on it.
My advice is to surround yourself with people who do love you and accept not all people will love you but on the other hand, it makes people who do indeed like you more genuine.

whispers • 25 March 2012 at 9:15 PM

@balletninja
I try to, but it is terrible when I have every single freaking class with a jerk who hates me for now reason ☹️

qwaszx • 25 March 2012 at 9:18 PM

@whispers You're amazing.😊 I've seen you around on the forums and you seem really nice 😉 I can sorta connect to you with the diabetes thing, I have ABPA and have been on prednisone for 6 months and I'm really irritable sometimes. >.< If you ever need to talk, or feel lonely, PM me or post on my wall, I'm on a lot and I can try to help.😊