Can anybody give me a hug? ;-;

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:03 PM

Im a bit sad today ;-;

Why? I miss my mother. She lives somewhere else.

Very short story:
Ive lived with my parents and two sisters till I was 12. Then some people came and took me to a foster family, and my two sisters together to one. Ive been there for 3 weeks, and moved to another foster family. Ive been in 3 foster families, 2 years. All the time alone. Now I live with my dad and sisters, because Im not allowed to live with my mom (yet) I miss her so much, daily, and today Im missing her a bit more and am almost crying here. Im 14 now, FYI. I live here, with m dad now for a few months.

She's @eschla here on eggcave.
Mom, if you read this: I SO love you. I hope we're together soon... Crying right now, but with a smile on my face because of all the nice people here. Thank you all, so much....

awesomeness365 • 23 September 2012 at 5:06 PM

@essieh ;-; That's.... I'm sniffling right now. ;-; That's so sweet... *hugs tightly* So emotional I can't put it into words. >.<

alannah • 23 September 2012 at 5:07 PM

@essieh
*Hugs*
I hope you can live with your mom soon. I know how it feels my mom lives 5 hours away ☹️

hay7199 • 23 September 2012 at 5:08 PM

;___; *Hugs, gives you a cookie* All I have to say is: Stay Strong.

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:10 PM

@awesomeness365 @alannah @hay7199

And the worst is that I only have a weekly visit, besides eggcave I cant talk to her ;-;

I also lost a bunch of friends and stuff, but that isnt important. At least, no more than my mother is. I live with my dad now, since a few months again...

Its already lucky she's allowed to visit me on my B-day :')

awesomeness365 • 23 September 2012 at 5:12 PM

@essieh ;-; I'm glad that she can see, and care for you on your birthday. ❤️ That will an important day.

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:13 PM

@awesomeness365 Thats why Im so looking forward to it. Id rather have her with me on my B-day than getting loads of presents. ❤️ WORDS are what count for me, and my mother ;-;

awesomeness365 • 23 September 2012 at 5:14 PM

@essieh Yes. Seeing your mother is the BEST, most valuable present. ;-; So sweet, and yet so sad.... ;-;

seaangel • 23 September 2012 at 5:15 PM

@essieh

AWWW!! *huggles* I'm so sorry for you.

katelyn • 23 September 2012 at 5:15 PM

@essieh
*Hugs* That's so sad! I always took it for granted that I lived with both my parents. Just be glad you don't have a little brother.😊 (aka joshuajetplane) He's my little brother.

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:16 PM

@awesomeness365 @seaangel

Thank you ;-; It means a lot to me ❤️


I need to go now, I hope my mother reads this anytime ;-;

awesomeness365 • 23 September 2012 at 5:19 PM

@essieh ❤️ I'm sure she will, sometime. Good bye for now, and make the best out of life right now. ❤️❤️

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:19 PM

@essieh *hugs* I know how it feels my parents are...Well I don't think I should share it on the internet but I know how it feels.

spirithawk • 23 September 2012 at 5:20 PM

@essieh *Hugs* I'm really sorry, I don't think anybody can live without a mother.

Definition of Mother: The most important person in the world to anybody, loving, caring, and all you need in your life. ❤️

I really do hope you see your mother again soon. 😊

jupiter_hollow • 23 September 2012 at 5:35 PM

@essieh You're strong, full of hope and youu don't give up. Your mother is something you refuse to give up even if you have to stand alone against the world and you hold your ground firmly. I admire you so very much. :') Keep holding on, Little fighter.

Deleted • 23 September 2012 at 5:43 PM

@essieh

Aww Essieh ☹️ *Gives Big Big Hug* You really are very strong; I hope you and your Mom can be together soon Essieh.

eschla • 23 September 2012 at 7:00 PM

Dear dear daughter from me.... I'm so proud of you, you are so strong and have a big heart full of love for everyone around you. Two bad years, but they made you stronger every day and you can do it. Soon we will be together darling. Every day you are in my heart, every day I'm looking over your shoulder, help you in my thoughts and send my guardian angels to you......
I am the most proud mom, such a lovely daugther is every mother's wish 😊
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ xoxoxo and many hugsssss

flakes • 23 September 2012 at 8:56 PM

@essieh this is so emotional☹️ i feel like crying myself. Be brave i know one day you guys will be reunited. *hugs*

Deleted • 24 September 2012 at 1:28 AM

@izzfred @spirithawk @jupiter_hollow @jrock2012 @kdxu

Thank you all. SO much. You have no idea how much these nice reactions mean to me. Thank you. ❤️ *hug*

cafe • 24 September 2012 at 7:12 AM

@essieh


This thread has successfully put tear in my eyes. That isn't really that common.


If you need someone to talk to, you can come to me❤️

Skype; Cafe_le_lily
Email; Hana_yuri@aol.com

And I check here once a day

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I can say with certainty that we, here at eggcave, are here for you
❤️

eschla • 24 September 2012 at 1:15 PM

Thanks to all who are there for my daughter!!!!

@essieh.... tomorrow we meet again, love you ❤️ ❤️ hugsss

spirithawk • 24 September 2012 at 5:05 PM

@essieh Don't thank us hun. 😊 We should be the ones thanking you. Thank you for staying strong and being an amazing person. 😉

xxshadowclawxx • 24 September 2012 at 5:10 PM

@essieh super hugs I know ur lonely but dont be sad just remember your mother is always with you regardless where you are ❤️ and if you need to cry then cry like no tmr 😸

Deleted • 24 September 2012 at 9:23 PM

@essieh you're welcome. You're going through a tough time right now. I think yuo can realte to my grade four teacher. Her dad has been in the hospital for like four weeks after having surgery and her mom is there trying to help out. I hope you and your mom will see each other soon. *hugs*

rainbowkitty • 24 September 2012 at 9:38 PM

@essieh
*hugs*
I feel so bad for you ☹️
But just try to look at the bright side:

At least you have your dad
At least you get to talk to your mom
At least you have friends to comfort you

I don't know to much about you, but just hang tight and think of more good things. Do you have a diary or pet or really close friend? You can talk to them. Or you can talk to me at my email (I'll pm it if you want)

Hang in there and more hugs,
Rainbowkitty

stellalunagirl • 25 September 2012 at 5:00 AM

@essieh

Why aren't you allowed to live with your mum?

bunnynw • 26 September 2012 at 8:13 AM

@essieh OFCOURSE YOU'LL SEE YOUR MUM AGAIN!! NOTHING CAN KEEP YOU GUYS FROM EACH OTHER OR BREAK THE STRONG BOND YOU AND HER SHARE *HUGS TIGHTLY* goodluck essie, IT WILL HAPPEN 😃 ❤️

eschla • 28 September 2012 at 1:48 PM

Our bond is very strong, so strong that I can feel her pain and more. Where I could, I help her, there is no distance for that kind of help.
Two days hun, your birthday and I stay with you from end of the morning till the evening, after dinner. It will be a very great day I promiss. Love you so much, for ever ❤️
Hugs and xoxo from the most proud mom you could have 😉 😊