My life is falling apart.

trish • 24 March 2013 at 1:08 AM

I just needed to let it out. These last few days have been horrible.

My mother admitted she hates my dad and I. She wants a divorce. She told me she can't wait until I go to college and told me don't come home.

I dug through my dad's papers to find something, and instead I found receipts about depression/suicide medicine.

My sister died a few years ago. My other sister doesn't talk to me.

My family is so far broken, I don't even know what to do anymore. All I ever wanted was a nice family, and I can't help these breakdowns anymore. I'm just here, by myself, crying my eyes out.

magenta • 24 March 2013 at 1:19 AM

@Trish Well , it's already good that your letting it out and all .. but , why don't you try to talk this through . I mean its better to have a friend than a foe .

sarahzafirah • 24 March 2013 at 1:19 AM

@trish Oh my...

Best of luck. ☹️ I'm so sorry for you.

wolfdragon89 • 24 March 2013 at 1:48 AM

Stay calm, a similar thing happened to my friend. Also, my parents are devorced, but you still get to see them both. And about your mom, that is just strange, a parent hating their own child. Good luck, and im sorry for you.

gumiho710 • 24 March 2013 at 2:16 AM

@trish

I've had... Similar experience but not as 'severe' as the experience you have right now... Just think positive and hope that everything would be okay. I'm stressed right now too because my mom has been mad at me for like, 5 years. She ignores me... and even 'hits' me for certain reasons. She shouts at my dad for divorce but in the end, they both forgive each other anyways... I hope everything would be fine with you too. Best of luck! ❤️

jemmie • 24 March 2013 at 8:21 AM

@trish
That is so much like the Kabras from the 39 Clues. Isabel was a vicious, killing monster, although she is now dead. Vikram went into hiding. Natalie died. And Ian is the only one left.

I myself know how you feel. Actually, this isn't as worse, but I just thought of something. One of my friends was adopted. They, her parents divorced. Her mom got a boyfriend. My friend started to like him, but he moved to a different state entirely.

metaphor • 24 March 2013 at 11:58 AM

@trish

Oh wow, I'm so sorry to hear about all this. And I thought my family issues were getting overwhelming...I wish you well.☹️

bubblez • 24 March 2013 at 1:46 PM

@trish

Do you have any good friends you can talk to? (If not, you can always message me)

Something similar happened to me a few years ago with my mother. She kicked me out of the house when I was 10, haven't seen her since. I thought my life was going down. I lost everything I had. But I met a girl (who is now one of my best friends) and I talked to her. I realized it's best to get everything off of you chest. You don't want to keep it bottled up, trust me.

It might seem like you're at the bottom with no way out, but trust me, you're not.

littlepuffyball • 24 March 2013 at 2:30 PM

@trish, oh you poor dear! Don't lose hope 😊 You can always talk to me if you need someone. I wish i could say i understand but i don't. I have had rough times though, my parents and i are not close at all ☹️ But i just keep my chin up and try to get through each day one at a time. It's good to let things out, don't bottle them up 😊

trish • 24 March 2013 at 4:27 PM

Thanks everyone, I talked to my dad about it, and he says we're eventually going to move out when he finds a new place in the same city to live. But it's just so sad looking at him sitting down and just being...depressed. It's going to be hard for him, making money and paying bills by himself. And even more alone. And Im not sure if he's being really serious.

scream • 27 March 2013 at 11:18 PM

@trish Oh man... That sucks. I don't know you very well, but I can tell you this - the whole eggcave community is on your side. If you EVER need to vent, spill out, or just need a friend to lean on, please, message me. Good luck </3

hi_diggs • 27 March 2013 at 11:45 PM

@trish I agree with @scream 😊 We're all here for you and we can all relate in one way or another 😸

jix • 28 March 2013 at 12:32 AM

@trish

Stay strong. Find someone to talk to - it actually does help. The world wants to tear down your life. Many people here, including myself, are here to help. Parents are human - they can be seriously selfish.

Your dad still loves you. And, you have your whole life ahead of you. If your mom wants to drag you down, leave her to feel sorry when you become better than her. Stay close to your dad. Laugh. Smile. It'll help the both of you.

fluffybirds456 • 28 March 2013 at 10:04 AM

it's ok. i always sometimes feel like this. just remember, don't let greif suck you up. hope your ok now by the way.