Blackoak Asylum Discussion

Deleted • 9 February 2014 at 8:46 PM

@jupiter_hollow - but PM is just so far... far... away

jupiter_hollow • 9 February 2014 at 8:48 PM

@fluffy alright then...

It's about the main thing I'm staying. Sometimes I come into a roleplay and I basically... create my own thing in it. It's been happening in every roleplay unless it was specially planned or complex... and sometimes I end up turning the roleplay itself around, mostly for the good part. I am prone to creating so... many... characters.

Six maybe? And maybe I'll make up the origin of something even the owners hadn't figured out. And I sometimes find myself basically moving the entire thing along and everything I do is just taken for granted. Like, I'll continue roleplaying here anyways, but Mr Owner, maybe a thank you would make me feel better for putting so much into this.

And I sometimes want to /scream/ this at some people but I just... can't, because I know people tend to turn things against me. I'll think I'm over-reacting and making a mess of things. And others will claim they don't owe me anything, since I did it for myself. But just ONCE I would like to hear a thank you for my work... Just once, okay?

Deleted • 9 February 2014 at 8:49 PM

@jupiter_hollow - aww bby but your post at Lehigh. Oh. Em. Gee. I could fangirl over it. I read the entire like six posts I just couldn't.

jupiter_hollow • 9 February 2014 at 8:53 PM

@fluffy They were four actually...

I have six characters, adding more. I MADE UP the origin of the parahumans when they couldn't and they still act all high and mighty. As if I'm some piece of trash that provides them with ideas.

I hate such people... People who think themselves better only because they wrote a paragraph of a plot and then let everybody else contribute largely to it, without bothering to give them any praise. Actually screw praise, they didn't even acknowledge me.

Deleted • 9 February 2014 at 8:57 PM

@jupiter_hollow
No one said I could do basic arithmetic.

Ugh that must be awful. I hate it when people just take your ideas and believe that it's just theirs and that it's been theirs forever. And everyone always thinks it's the creators of the roleplay that have everything planned out and they know where everything's going. But it's usually roleplayers like you that are the backbones of everything. You're the ones with the good posts, the driving direction, the character interactions but someone still takes the credit for the work that was obviously yours.

Bby, I'm acknowledging you. You have been acknowledged, you've actually just been fangirled over.

cirrus • 9 February 2014 at 9:07 PM

@jupiter_hollow
Oh thank god, I thought you were talking about me. /lets out a sigh of relief/ Making up the origin though, you definitely did that in this and the Power Children RP. But I definitely don't take you for granted. And if I ever do act like them, just slap me.

jupiter_hollow • 9 February 2014 at 9:22 PM

@fluffy

Oh, you're such a babe ;^; thanks honey, I feel so special now! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@skittlejg

For real? I was immensely angry at you at one pont in the beginning of it when I made the Emperor, Nosromo (their main link to the inside) then posted how he literally pulled everyone in and you just went 'can you hurry it up?'

Duuuude, I was legit thinking of quitting and taking everything I'd made up with me. x'D

Deleted • 9 February 2014 at 9:23 PM

@jupiter_hollow - dawh I love being a babe ❤️ Were you by any chance in the School for Superheroes roleplay? I was never really sure.

cirrus • 9 February 2014 at 9:33 PM

@jupiter_hollow

What do you mean for real? But you're mad not anymore, right? /laughs nervously/ And not to reignite your anger, but the reason I said hurry up because we were waiting on Nostromo to tell us stuff because we couldn't do anything until he did and we left the spirit world.

jupiter_hollow • 9 February 2014 at 9:57 PM

@skittlejg

I'm going to be. xD

Dude, I was one day late and you couldn't motherfreaking wait for after I posted that monster of a post and YOU were the only person that urged me on. Everyone else freaking understood. And I had to freaking THINK of all that crap about the Emperor because for your information, I was also making him... I was basically making everything that happens there. Still am. I'm your inner link to the castle, your biggest enemies and one of the presumed saviours.

You're freaking welcome.

cirrus • 9 February 2014 at 10:45 PM

@jupiter_hollow

Sorry about that. I'm impatient. 😋

But really, I don't understand why you're mad that you came up with all that stuff. I didn't tell you that you had to think up everything about the Emperor of Darkness and Nostromo. You offered me the idea, and I said we should go with that. Again, I'm sorry about rushing you, but I never forced the creation of the plot onto you.

jupiter_hollow • 10 February 2014 at 12:20 AM

@skittlejg

Yeah, see, it's in my previous ranting post. The one it all began with. It's one of the reasons why I can't tell this to anybody because they'll twist my words. I've had this happen to me before. You know, people treating me like I'mbeing whiny for not getting acknowledgement for contributing to their roleplay (aherm making up more than half of it).

How would you feel then if after you did all that, someone told you to hurry up so they can move on without you and won't have to wait on you?

And if you take a pause from trying to prove yourself right, do make yourself the favour of not replying. Please. It'll truly be a favour to yourself. =P

cirrus • 10 February 2014 at 9:25 AM

@jupiter_hollow

Well, I don't know what to say. I can't think right now D: and I wasn't going to reply, but I didn't want you to think I wasn't replying because I disagree with you. 😋

jupiter_hollow • 10 February 2014 at 9:29 AM

@skittlejg

On a further note, hun, I'm not mad that I came up with all that stuff. In every roleplay I enter, there comes a time where all the things I do to contribute to the plot are done for myself, NOT for the entire story or the owner. I never do things for the owner, baby, don't flatter yourself. XD

Frankly, I adore Sabata, Minevra, Firlachiel and Sadriel (two demons) as well as my darling Inaki, emperor of darkness. And not one of them did I create for the sole purpose of being one's enemy. They're on the dark side, true, and they would fight against the power children, but promise not to treat them as plot-items. c: They're motherfreaking not. ❤️

This is where I stop and go back to bask in the glory of my creations, while thinking over the impending plotlines. It's a nice thing to do. =3

I've become so self-centered, it's a talent. 😉

cirrus • 14 February 2014 at 7:32 PM

@jupiter_hollow @fluffy @mila_titan @moomuffins @spiritkoi
Happy Valentine's Day!
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Name: Sindri Lundquist
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Personality: Sindri lost his hope of escape long ago. He doesn't want or like to fight, normally just throwing fire at any guards he comes across and running. He loves his power, often referring to it as his art, and can be easily distracted by the sparks.
Appearance: Sindri has short, blond hair. It is slightly wavy and sticks up in the front. His eyes iris's are blue-white with flecks of orange in them. He has pale skin and his veins tend to glow red, rather than blue, through his skin.
Main Power: Sindri's blood is on fire. This gives himself the ability to set himself on fire.
Side Power(s)[optional]: He can create sparks that he can control by shedding his flaming skin cells. He can also use sparks as a way to heal himself by cooling them on his skin. He can withstand the burn of fire but will eventually burn up so much his body becomes a sentient gathering of of sparks. He must then set fire to something and gain enough matter to become human again.
Other: 😃
Sample Paragraph:
[Will add later]

spiritkoi • 14 February 2014 at 7:34 PM

@skittlejg Happy Valentine's Day to you too! ❤️ Love the new character. Where will he be in the story? Wow, I'm impatient. 😋 Did you check Power Children? Again, REALLY impatient.

cirrus • 14 February 2014 at 7:46 PM

@spiritkoi Yes, and I still need to make a form for the scientist character I introduced last time I posted. DX

Oh, I didn't notice that I got a notification. Sorry. I'll check it right now. 😃