Life just got harder~!

briseis • 21 September 2011 at 11:10 PM

Life just got a lot harder for me :'). In my Honors 9-10 Spanish class, we finally switched seats for the new unit, and my teacher put me next to the boy I like -.- How hard is it going to be to do Spanish now??

I need a hug x'D.

bunnyshadow • 21 September 2011 at 11:12 PM

Lucky! I would WANT to sit next to someone i like. Talk to him or something 😋

briseis • 21 September 2011 at 11:12 PM

@bunnyshadow I would, but...Imma shy person. I'm not good with guys, I'm used to being called ugly instead of having a nice convo xD.

bunnyshadow • 21 September 2011 at 11:17 PM

Hmmm.. How do you lok like? You hair and eyes

briseis • 21 September 2011 at 11:20 PM

Hm...I'm blonde (kinda golden blonde) with blue eyes. But my face isn't that awesome and my body's kinda weird shaped 😸.

nkiay • 21 September 2011 at 11:21 PM

How is that bad.? XD

briseis • 21 September 2011 at 11:23 PM

Eh, I'm just shy and it might make it hard for me to concentrate! Plus I'm afraid he'll just look at me like every other guy and think I'm ugly D:

nkiay • 21 September 2011 at 11:27 PM

So what, just talk to him like you would anyone else and if he doesn't like you then he's not worth your time. Other than eye candy! 😉

briseis • 21 September 2011 at 11:30 PM

Maybe I'll talk to him tomorrow. I'd like to be friends with him at least. I'll only sit next to him for a couple weeks, so...I might have to jump in early 😸. I still don't expect anything though. I've never dated :<

angel_star • 22 September 2011 at 4:44 AM

@briseis

lol, I think you'll be fine~
Just go with the flow, I guess?

___________

Life is full of hopes and dreams,
Some shattered,
Some fulfilled. ><

briseis • 22 September 2011 at 7:00 PM

Hopefully :')

Deleted • 22 September 2011 at 7:06 PM

@briseis don't be shy!!!^^ Last year when my friends betrayed me I became friends with the ones in my class....lol, they know how to make something FUN!!! xD I sat alone and had like a giant bag of supplies, and blow up dice for a board game project. OMG, one girl looked at me and like desperately tried to wave me over. xD Lol, I said No, I can work alone....well the teacher put me with the boys...It was an aWESOME project!!!! XD

cafe • 22 September 2011 at 7:10 PM

It's not the body, but the attitude.

If you walk around like you own it, you own it
If you walk around like a shy kitten, you will go unnoticed.

:}

But, don't be mean about it x33

briseis • 22 September 2011 at 9:01 PM

@cafe I try my hardest to be positive and confident. Sometimes it just doesn't work though, so many other girls are so much prettier than me, and I'm a really big girl so...yeah. It kinda sucks x'D.

cafe • 22 September 2011 at 10:00 PM

@briseis

I'm big
I'm only 4'9".5

My measurements are
40
34.5
38

But, size isn't everything

lola622f • 22 September 2011 at 10:22 PM

@briseis your lucky. you have blonde hair and blue eyes! **daydreams about herself having blonde hair, etc.**

briseis • 22 September 2011 at 10:26 PM

@lola622f it's more like gold-brown hair. And my eyes are exactly blue, they can be green, gray, and blue depending on the day or what clothes I wear xD.

angel_star • 23 September 2011 at 7:05 AM

@briseis

are things better now?

Deleted • 23 September 2011 at 8:36 AM

@briseis

Well this is a true story.-

I have a crush on a guy in my karate class. Im like way way shy like I dont talk in that class unless talked to. So the guy I have a crush on had never heard me talk. So when he did he was so suprized because I think I'm ugly.... and he thought my voice was beautiful. ANYWAY so I hadent seen him in a year because I had foot surgery and I couldnt go to my Karate class. So I saw him and the only thing he said to me was Hi. I said hi back and then he was like 'Woah.' because he hadent heard me talk in so long. So about 6 months later (Like 3 days ago) I saw him at the fair. He saw me and smiled at me then started to blush when I smiled back and said "Hi. You look nice." Then he left. XDD

angel_star • 23 September 2011 at 8:50 AM

woah

@bluegirl80

thats cool~ lol, no one smiles at me ☹️

Deleted • 23 September 2011 at 8:51 AM

@angle_star yeah hes the only one who has. D':

angel_star • 23 September 2011 at 10:01 AM

@bluegirl80

actually, if I think about it, a lot of the guys in my class smile, but its like laughingish, not hi how are you smile.