The Sad Room :'(

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:46 PM

What happened to old inappropriate Dawnie?

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:50 PM

@chloekins She ran out of ways to hide her emotions/feelings.

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:51 PM

@dawnfur

Is it about your dad?

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:53 PM

@chloekins It's about EVERYTHING.

balletninja • 28 May 2011 at 4:54 PM

There is love in this world, and think, there are people who care about both of you. Even on a game. Just everyone stop being sad and find a way to fix it. Life is no good if you don't do anything about it.

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:54 PM

@dawnfur

Don't be like that tho!! Just kill them😃 Or use your imagination😃

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 4:55 PM

@chloekins I use my imagination everyday. Doesn't help.

rosey77 • 28 May 2011 at 11:12 PM

At least your best friend didn't move across the country!☹️

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 11:16 PM

@rosey77 Actually she did, 2 years ago.. We haven't talked since. We were locker buddies =""[

rosey77 • 28 May 2011 at 11:17 PM

@dawnfur Does she/he have an e-mail? I email my friend all the time (though she rarely gets back to me ☹️ )

Deleted • 28 May 2011 at 11:17 PM

@rosey77 If she does, I never got it.

rosey77 • 28 May 2011 at 11:18 PM

@dawnfur Hmm. Look for a phone # or something in an old yearbook, I guess.

Deleted • 29 May 2011 at 1:08 PM

@dawnfur i saw ur profile.Go to him.find him.If he comes here, all he'll see is ur profile.If you go to him, he'll see u in person.If you want him,go after him...dont lose him...its time to get u out of the sad room, and back to the happy room.

scarlettsong • 6 June 2011 at 9:05 PM

Okay... I have never said this and I need to get it out.
In the months leading up to my parent's divorce, I would get up early and hear them fight. Sometimes it scared me, sometimes I wanted to cry. I heard rumors, and when they told me, I had already known for 5 months. I had already gotten over it.
It still is painful to think adout now, though.

Wow.. That felt awesome to say.

thepells4 • 6 June 2011 at 9:20 PM

@Scarlettsong I know what you mean. My parents aren't divorced... YET... But they always argue, and my dad always picks on me and taunts me. He puts fences around my life, he tries to make me into his image, tries to make me something I don't want to be. He makes me feel uncomfortable around any adult. Except my mother. I stay usually quiet around adults and teachers, I have lots to say, but I don't want THEM to hear it. My dad yells at me, limits me, makes fun of me, always gets angry at me instead of my sister, and doesn't let me do anything. He wants me to be one thing that he has his mind set through. He wants me to do what he wants. He thinks I'm his little doll, like he can drag me everywhere and make me do things. I'm a person, with feelings and a heart, and he always seems so hateful around ME. And he has no idea what I'm... Going through... Right now. I tell my mom about it, and she tells me to hang on. She even says bad things about my dad when he isn't here, she sticks up for me. It's kinda sad, though, my mom has to stick up for me against my dad. I can't even call him a dad. He's ruining my life. He's ruining ME. My mom even said that. They're always arguing, swearing at eachother, and we don't have much money either, which makes it worse. It's so hard to live with. And I can barely make it through.
Yet, I always do.

scarlettsong • 6 June 2011 at 9:25 PM

@thepells4
Yeah, it can be very depressing...
They say mean things to each other behind their backs, altough they both support me.
Sometimes It's sad to think we can't have dinner together.. Or Christmas morning..

thepells4 • 6 June 2011 at 9:36 PM

@Scarlettsong My family does go to events together, but it always ends with an argument. My dad didn't even come to the foreign language concert, my mom and sister came with my friend and her mom and grandmother, all together. My dad couldn't come, because of his "job." Ya know what? I could care less. If he can't support me, I shouldn't be on my knees because he backed out of my performance.It makes me a different person, everything. You know I don't talk much. I want to, I have lots to say. But I don't want other people to hear, I don't wanna screw up and ruin my life. (exmple, when Sean told the whole fifth grade about Carlos. MAJOR screw-up on my part.)
I know this'll sounds stupid, but the person I am is inside of me. I can't let it out until no one else is around. I'm nothing like who I am at school, near my parents, anywhere. Only when I'm alone. I never feel safe. ANYWHERE. I remember being on my knees crying, becasue at that moment I relised that I didn't feel safe ANYWHERE. And, I still feel like that. My dad called me a jerk when I was 8, just because I turned off the lights in the bathroom. i remember that too. My dad always calls me a jerk. He turns every little thing I say into something bad. He doesn't let me do ANYTHING. Sometimes I feel like running away, more often than not, and just being... I dunno, FREE? I always feel so much more relaxd, releived, when my dad isn't around. And I don't want him here anymore. With me.

scarlettsong • 6 June 2011 at 9:47 PM

@thepells4
That's horrible!!
You Dad must be so hard on you.
You feel like Winnie, right? Caged In?
Sometimes, I just feel.. well.. just plain...alone.
Bye, I need to go to bed.
Let's talk later.

thepells4 • 6 June 2011 at 10:01 PM

@Scarlettsong You just HAD to make that Tuck Everlasting reference, didn't you. xD Well, it's different with her. Her dad doesn't try to ruin her life. Her parents are just worried about her being in any little type of danger. My mom isn't as worried about me, which is a good thing. My dad doesn't let me be who I wanna be. At all. He doesn't let me do things that normal fifth graders do or say things that normla fifth graders say. I HATE it. He accuses me of something, I say, "but I didn't do it!" and he snaps at me and says I talked back. He always humiliates me. Remember the folders we got in health class? For... Umm... Yeah. But he was snooping around and found out where I hid it, then started waving it in my face and taunting me and wouldn't change the subjecy. He watches my every move, but lets my sister do anything, almost. He always underestimates me. Says, "You're just 11, you shouldn't be like this," or he looks at me and says, "you're just 11, it's not right." I'm not JUST 11, 11 is older than he thinks. nd Idk what to do. I Swear to God I'm gonna run away one of these days. 😱 I always feel alone. I need to teach MYSELF everytihng, because I don't want guidance, don't need it, and I never get it.
But, I'll just rant to myself, I don't wanna annoy you or make you feel depressed. xD Lol, see ya' tomorrow.

moonlightfaerie • 6 June 2011 at 11:25 PM

@thepells4 I somewhat understand. My dad gets moody spells and won't talk to me. He makes excuses not to come to come or take me to my performances. He gets mad when I make a bad grade in Latin and tells me he will help me when he has never had another language in his lie nor has he completed high school. Plus both he and my mom talk about my weight. I weight 100lbs now I used to weigh 98.

thepells4 • 6 June 2011 at 11:26 PM

@Moonlightfaerie Well, how old are you? I'm 11 and like 138 pounds. My dad picks on me for that, too. 😱

scarlettsong • 7 June 2011 at 7:13 AM

@thepells4
I was doing my homework...
I'm teased about my wieght, altough it's different...
Parents, my doctor, and some of my friends, too.
I don't mind it, for the most part, it's only an insult when it comes from ben or nassim. It's also annoying when I try to ride a roller coaster. >;(
Yeah, I doubt there are a lot of 50 pound girls in our grade.......

thepells4 • 7 June 2011 at 7:24 AM

@Scarlettsong Don't worry... Ben and Nassim make EVERYTHING sound like an insult. xD Ben never really teases or taunts me like that. My friends have this whole big impression that he LIKES me. DX Why, are you 50 pounds? Did you weigh yourself? 😱 I mean sure, you're smaller than other kids, but 50 pounds? 😱 (not trying to be hurtful or anything) But yeah, it gets annoying. How some people taunt everyone about SOMETHING. 😱

scarlettsong • 7 June 2011 at 7:33 AM

@Yep.. 50 lbs.. You heard me correct... It's fine, like I said, it's only an insult when it comes from them..
Eeeewwww... I think if he likes someone, I would think he would like....hmmm...maybe..Sienna?
Ben always finds something wrong with ANYONE except himself. He even insults Parker! He is SUCH a pesstimsist!!!
Did I mention he's ignorant???
See ya, getting ready for school....

hvernon • 7 June 2011 at 10:49 PM

Song to make you happy hen you feel down, it'll lift you back up. Sorta. 😃

My eyes are open wide, by the way
I made it through the day.
I watch the world outside, by the way
I'm leaving out today.
I just saw Hailey's Comet she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life
I hope they understand.
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

and that was Second Chance by Shinedown

Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today
I just saw Hailey's Comet she waved
Said, "Why are you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere"

Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Here is my chance
This is my chance!

Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

swymr_krys • 7 June 2011 at 10:54 PM

@hvernon: I really like that song and Shinedown has to be my current favorite artist. Don't worry about your friend. Either she's a true friend and will stick by you or your better off without her. Maybe she's just testing a different field?

hvernon • 7 June 2011 at 11:05 PM

I made a opic for posting songs http://new.eggcave.com/forums/topic/1402
please go there so that my posting of songs does not bother you..

crooton1 • 7 June 2011 at 11:15 PM

I'm sad. ☹️ I don't like Sheaps anymore. >:c

thepells4 • 10 June 2011 at 8:25 PM

Well, I just got back from a party for the fifth graders at my school, and when we were signing shirts, I was too shy to get the attention of a boy I liked. And we were watching a picture slideshow and my mom kept snapping at me the whole time, and I could barely see the screen. When we got back home, the car started leaking and smoke was pouring out of the lid and my mom was swearing at me under my breath, and in the car she kept yelling at me about how 'mean' I am. Then I got inside, ran upstairs, and slammed my bedroom door shut, then my little sister started screaming and crying becasue my dog ran over one of her drawings and ruined it. I went down to see if she was okay, and she threw a blanket at me and screamed at me that I was an idiot. Then my mom ran over to her and smacked her three times and screamed at her, and I ran back upstairs crying. Becasue I realized how terrible my life is.

crooton1 • 10 June 2011 at 8:50 PM

I'm sad 'cause Dani's sad. :c