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ninja • 10 April 2011 at 6:11 PM
@qwertyuiop AHhhhhhhh...*awkward*Sorry, well, the singer is freakin gorgeous đ
thepells4 • 10 April 2011 at 10:03 PM
@Tigerlilly_123 *sobs* That's a lot like my Carlos story... Carlos had just moved from Brazil but learned how to speak English quickly and fluently, and all the girls liked him, I had a HUGE crush on him. And on field day in third grade we got T-shirts and I asked him to sign mine and he signed it TWICE. And he was so sweet and loved to make me laugh, too, but still managed to multi-task and act cool around the other guys. But I moved to a new town and school that summer and the next year he woved to a new town and school too... I haven't seen him in almost 3 years but I dream about him and imagine if I'll ever see his face again and my heart aches, every minute of every day, because I think about him. It was pretty awkward for me to like a guy in third grade, since I was so young and Carlos is my first and only crush, but even though there are so many new boys around me I avoid them because I still wait for my Carlos to find me and I know that he likes me back and he was the most perfect boy I've ever met in my life, plus he was cute too. But I miss him so much, sometimes in bed I think about what would happen if I saw him again, like what we'd say and what would happen and how much we've changed over the years, and you know what? Sometimes I CRY. It's hard to like a guy, to be so close to him yet so far, and to have your heart broken... That I know.
Deleted • 11 April 2011 at 12:40 AM
You gaiz.Guess what.http://www.facebook.com/USE THE POWER OF THE INTERNET TO FIND YER LUV.Or something like that.
trish • 11 April 2011 at 1:13 AM
@ijilleh- HIGH FIVE! mwahaha, I stalk all the dude buddies that are cute! @thepells4- I didn't like anybody till the END of 4th grade. But when my friend told me, she said more then 5 guys liked me before i knew about love.
smilies • 11 April 2011 at 1:14 AM
@trish what are grades? xD
trish • 11 April 2011 at 1:15 AM
@smilies- O.o You serious? xD
smilies • 11 April 2011 at 1:16 AM
@trish I mean, I know what they are but not how much, because we use years. Those are easier, you just go, Oh, this is my 6th year at school so I'm year 6! Or Oh, this is my 10 year so I'm year 10 xD What are grades? xD
smartie2742 • 11 April 2011 at 1:44 AM
@rabbitwanter Awww.. Sorry to hear that. I may not have a lot of boy experience, but I do have some life experience. It's better when you're older. Of course, there's still heartbreak- there's almost always heartbreak when it comes to the matter of love- but when you're older, most boys become more mature. Still immature in some ways, but they become more mature when it comes to relationships and how to treat people. For now, just focus on your studies and plan out your future. Have fun with your friends. Do whatever makes you happy. Enjoy being a teenager while you still can. And maybe you'll come across someone who won't break your heart, once you enter the horrors that is adulthood. If any of that makes sense and/or is relevant to what we were talking about... I can't remember at this point. lolI'm tired and need to get to bed so I'll respond to everyone else's stuffs later...
redtearsblackwings • 11 April 2011 at 7:17 AM
My boyfriend, who is much older then me, took me out for a romantic dinner for my 18th birthday. He took me on one of the only Steam Trains left in Melbourne and it was a wonderful night. We had a few snacks on the train before we had dinner in a really nice packing shed. They'd put up some fairy lights, had a fire burning and live music. Once we'd all finished dinner we had some cheese and a chocolate also some complementary port. It was such a great night we where even seated in front of a candle đ We've been in an on and off relationship for one and a half years. Each time we broke up he was the one breaking up with me and every time we got back together he came back. We seem so perfect for each other, we're one of those couples that are always cuddling and holding hands.
rabbitwanter • 11 April 2011 at 3:45 PM
@redtearsblackwingsaw đ¸ how cute@smartie2742hopefully it will work out đ thanks
Deleted • 11 April 2011 at 5:49 PM
@thepells4 yes, I read ur stories..đ I had to..and sorry âšī¸ I love messing with my Bf's head. Today I told him I was mad at him and won't tell him why. I only said "You hurt my feelings...." Hahahahaha he's so clueless! â¤ī¸ He's like "Whatever I did I'm sorry! Please tell me! I didn't mean to hurt your feelings!" hahaaha â¤ī¸ đIt's true only girls are into this stuff XD some aren't (like I used to) Then they are introduced to Love and then they are always like "Awwwwhhh!" Yeah xD
rabbitwanter • 11 April 2011 at 6:18 PM
@dawnfurteh ppl "not into 2 this" wuld b meh...kinda đ
trish • 11 April 2011 at 8:10 PM
I don't really want a boyfriend, but my friends all encourage me because they all have one. One of my friends had 4 this year. O. o But a month ago, me and my friend's chairs were facing each other (plus the desk). Only us though, then a few cool guys walked up and sat at the edge of our table. They started smiling, and later all the cool guys were at our table. Then they acted all cool. And my friend started looking at me funny. O. o Then I returned the look.
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 8:15 PM
@thepells4 I know it is so close to yours. *cries* we should share r heartbreak 2 possibly lessen it đ XD
thepells4 • 11 April 2011 at 8:28 PM
One time Carlos pretended to use a banana as a telephone when I was sitting next to him at lunch. â¤ī¸ And his hair was so awesome, his bangs were brushed to the side on his forehead and his hair was blonde like mine, only a little brighter. đ He was always so funny and always laughed at my jokes, despite how lame they were. xD But one time I told one of my frineds who was in second grade at the time that I liked Carlos and he called Carlos right over and told him. T_T But guess what? He didn't do anything, he just said it was 'cool.' He didn't laugh?! đ MAJOR step for me. xD And then the next day, a few of his eighth grade friends (they're in eleventh grade now) asked me if I like Carlos and... I said no. O.O What, did you expect me to tell the truth? xD Well, saying no seemed to get them off my chest, but they don't know the truth. And then, on the last day of school, I was in the cafeteria for after school program, and Carlos turned around, ran back to the school, and waved to me out the window from outside and he was smiling... I smiled and waved back and I was so happy that I almost cried. đ What's even better is that he lived on the street next to mine, so I could always walk down the street and see him playing frisbee with his older brother. đ I always dream about Carlos moving to my new town, in my class, on my street, because I'm hoping that if I try hard enough, I can dream it into reality, or, at least, a part of it.
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 8:48 PM
@thepells4 I know what u mean I ALWAYS DREAM ABOUT SCOTT XD *cires* sometimes if I had a bad day I think about him to get to sleep XD. One time with Scott we were in Y-Care(the after school program) and we were(don't remember all the details) playing a game and got to the topic of some other guy and he was saying "U like ...."(idk his name) and I totally blushed cause HE was saying I LIKED someone not cause I liked the guy he was saying I liked(sorry sounded better in my head hope I didn't confuse anyone). The only thing I regret is never letting him know *sobs*. With all the other girls (like 8 or so always hung out with, him more or less) if one of them had a crush on him he would say something to their face like "I know u like me" idk what he would do after that, but he never told that to me *cries again*. So I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT 2 C HIM AGAIN!
thepells4 • 11 April 2011 at 9:03 PM
@Tigerlilly_123 Same here. T_T And every day when I try ot get to sleep, my head spins with all sorts of questions. See, some people tell me to let Carlos go, "You haven't seen the guy for 3 years, just move on," but my heart screams at me to wait a little longer. So my thoughts always roll back and forth: Should I hang onto Carlos some more? Or should I try find another guy? I always seem to cme to the conclusion that, "I'll wait for him, of course, you've spent 3 years almost, you can't give up hopw, keep dreamng! Remember all the people who tell you that the world spins and you might see him again, an that they'll support me if I hang onto Carlos," and I end it there. But everytime I hear the name Carlos, I automatically get depressed. Like, we were watching a movie today and there was a character named Carlos, and they kept saying his name a lot, so I was so heartbroken after. I don't even know what to say about Carlos, I just miss him so much, and nothing seems to help me...
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 9:04 PM
@ijilleh I would but i'm not allowed to have a Facebook XD, I really wish I could but i'm a good girl and listen to my parents, well mostly XD.@thepells4 we should start a chat about this I keep writing stuff and forgetting I can't double post XD and losing all my work âšī¸
qwertyuiop • 11 April 2011 at 9:29 PM
Adam hates me. I told him today after school that I like him. He went to the end of the bench, saw there was hardly any space between us, then went on the other bench. T_T I cried for the rest of the day. Me, the girl who always laughs.
thepells4 • 11 April 2011 at 9:34 PM
@Tigerlilly_123 Sure! Just send me a mail đ@qwertyuiop Aww, I'm sorry. âšī¸ *comforts* That's the thing about love, you like someone and am always afraid that the person you like might not like you back... I heard that on a tv show. xD It's like gambling, some people pick the person that likes them back (like I did), but that is a small chance and usually the perosn doesn't like you back. âšī¸ Idk if I'm making you feel better, but I'm really sorry it didn't work out for you. âšī¸
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 9:35 PM
@qwertyuiop awww that's so sad. I think it's just awkward guys though(idk) it may take him awhile to adjust to what u said.
qwertyuiop • 11 April 2011 at 9:40 PM
He didn't need to adjust. He already knew. His b**** mom told him. It got to her, probably cause she's a teacher at the school.
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 9:45 PM
@qwertyuiop aww sorry, was trying 2 be optimistic đ
qwertyuiop • 11 April 2011 at 9:46 PM
I now have a huge migraine from crying.
tigerlilly_123 • 11 April 2011 at 9:48 PM
oops double posted XDAww
qwertyuiop • 11 April 2011 at 9:52 PM
WHY IS HE SO REPELLED BE ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE? did the librarian tell him that i stalk him? oooooooohhhhhhhhhhh shiz
Deleted • 11 April 2011 at 10:18 PM
@qwertyuiop If he acts like that he probably isn't the one for you. I mean, I have no experience in love/relationships whatsoever but ... Yeah.
smilies • 12 April 2011 at 1:09 AM
@qwertyuiop He doesn't deserve you if he treats you like that! You must be like, so amazingly brave to tell him, I would never be able to in like, a ZILLION YEARS tell I guy I like him unless I knew he likes me back! I know that's super stupid but I am SO SHY >_<
smartie2742 • 12 April 2011 at 1:52 AM
@trish Ugh I know what you mean about friends encouraging you to get a boyfriend because they all have one. That happened to me all the time- and I was happy being single. It annoyed me so much! The only reason I started wanting one was because I had reached my twenties and had the experience of a fifth grader... Not a good self-esteem booster if you ask me. xD But now I have one and he ish awesome!@qwertyuiop Awww! I'm sorry to hear about all that. =( Maybe he doesn't feel the same way yet doesn't know how to tell you without hurting your feelings? Or just doesn't know how to act around you now? Idk. And sorry, but when you said, "did the librarian tell him that i stalk him?" ... I laughed. xP
Deleted • 12 April 2011 at 2:41 AM
@thepells4 My advice would be to move on. It' harsh, but by now he might have found somebody else. :/ Also, I'm sure you've heard this a million times, but you were in third grade. You weren't really shaped into people yet. I know I wasn't. xD So who knows, maybe he's just an a**hole by now. Or maybe he's the sweet guy you remember. There's really no way to be sure.Point is, move on. Keep your mind open for that possibility of him reconnecting with you, though. đ¸